The most Familiar faces can be the Most unfamiliar at times...

2011-02-25T18:21:00.002+08:00

On this day, 25th February 2011, around this time, 0130hr, my goldfish is pronounced dead.

I cried. I cried more than I did for the previous lohan fish I held so dear when it died 4 years ago. This goldfish was far from ordinary. He was as tiny as a guppy when he first came home from the pet shop with his friends. Then he grew huge. I don't remember how long I've had him. (It must have been so long) He soon became my favourite fish of the bunch. He's chubby and cute, there wasn't a reason not to love him; and besides that, he showed me compassion in the fish world. Most goldfishes are not very clever, but he is. It almost feels like he's a human. He had two best friends, which died earlier than he did.

That one incident that got me to like him more was him, offering help to his best friends. The first best friend was about 3/4 his size, it got paralysed after a some unknown accident. It couldn't swim nor move, so the current from the air pumps moved it towards the other end of the tank. It was opposite from where the three of them used to sleep at. And because of this, him and the small one shifted their sleeping places to where the paralysed one is. When the water was cold due to the rain outside, he and the small one cuddle close to the paralysed fish to keep it warm. When we gave them food and the handicapped fish couldn't eat, he grabbed some food in its mouth in attempt to bring it closer to it to eat - no matter how many times the feed float back up the surface. When the paralysed one died, he and the small one got so depressed, they hardly came out of the plants where they rested to eat. Until they got over it, they remain hidden.

Whenever I came home from school, he was there to greet me swimming somersaults, and happily showing off his beautiful fins and tail. Whenever I try to touch him from outside the glass, he would hold his breath, keep his fins towards his body and keep super still as if thinking "If I kept still, maybe the hand might go away." He's playful and friendly when another batch of goldfish were kept in the same tank. They're so mean. They kept chasing him, biting his tail, stomach and he doesn't fight back. And we decided to isolated the mean ones into another tank. Then my mom and aunt brought both him and his good friend over to the other tank thinking they might not attack them. In the end they brought them and 2 other fishes back to the original tank again saying they attacked them and he doesn't seem comfortable. I think this is how they contracted the disease/bacteria. I blame myself for discovering this late. I blame myself for not searching for a cure faster. I blame myself for being useless and only knowing how to cry over his tank when his days are up. I couldn't do anything but pray, pour some medicine, talk/encourage it to continue surviving.

His condition got worse when his companion died after its gills got infected. At first it was just his tail getting blood streaks and inflamation. Then it spread to the left side of his body. It got so bad, the blood spots made a connecting line with his tail, and his gills, parts of his head and stomache got them too. He was hurting and suffering so much he had to lie on one side cause the other side. Today, his coat was getting less reddish, it was turning back to the original colour, the blood streaks retreated back to the tail-body area, the inflamation was reduced slightly and the blood in the inflamation became dull red. I thought it was a sign he was getting better. It gave me hope.

Before he died just now, my aunt first thought it died already because his gills aren't moving anymore and asked me to go look. His body jerked a bit to show me he's still alive. My aunt went back to bed and I sat there with it. He looked at me, gave a last struggle and then he left me as if he was saying goodbye to me. As if he wanted my aunt to go get me to look at him one last time before he leaves. I didn't want to believe so. I nudged him a bit, he didn't move, didn't breathe. I never had a chance to take a picture with him alive but I took one with him when he was dead. For more than 10 minutes, I stood over his body and cried. My cousin woke up and saw me standing over the tank. She came over and consoled me. She wanted me to leave him but I couldn't, I cried even more. She felt sad about it too. He was the only fish I had so many pictures of. He was the only fish who appeared in my dreams and let my mom strike 4D with that dream. He was the only fish who acted so much like a human. He was the only fish I truly loved that waited till I was there to say goodbye to me. In my next life as well as his, I hope we can exchange lives. He can be the human and I can be the fish, I rather be the one taking the suffering for him. I wish he can reincarnate a better life than this one he had for I am a terrible master. Please, if any god or diety can hear my wishes, grant them. If possible, his fish corpse shall be buried in the soil in the plant pots outside my house. Not possible now, since my mom used the green plastic bag from the bakery shop she visited just now to wrap him and throw him away.. I can't stop crying and I lost count of how many nights I cried over his tank.

Thank you for everything.. I Wholeheartedly Love You My Cute And Fat Goldfish...

-Return Post!-

2009-11-06T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hello blog!

*Wipes 1 year worth of dust off this webbie.*

Since a long time I blogged about something! Today, I'm blogging about organising my LJ - Learning Journey for the class! Woot!

We're going to Marina Barrage for the tour and hopefully have fun after that! Although it's going to be pretty tough organising, I've got some experience from class outings! So no sweat! :D Haha!

So many things to say but so little time and words to express. 1 year zoomed past, I miss everyone in 4i08. Really hope there's a class outing for that, but knowing our class, not likely to happen soonish.

With new beginnings come new friends and experiences, and fated farewells accompanies wonderful memories. Just to let you guys out there know, I'll never forget you! It's a chance occurrence that we met and became friends. We should cherish them :)

P.s. I sound so philosophic on the return post LOL! xD

-Darker Than Black-

2008-12-18T16:42:00.014+08:00

The anime I want to introduce is Darker Than Black: 黒の契約者 - Daka Zan Burakku: Kuro no Keiyakusha.

I saw this new anime which is an anime that one would find interesting though it is a little complicated. But this anime unfolds itself and makes the person watching it understand on their own through various stories and events revolving around the main characters:

Li Sheng Shun [codename: Hei, Messier code: BK201]

Kiyoshi [codename: Huang]

A talking cat - not exactly, you'll find out that he's a Contractor too [codename: Mao]

A doll - passive mediums which looks like a human and possess the ability to send out surveillance spheres via mediums to track down their targets - who has memories of a girl called Krisi [codename: Yin]

Misaki Kirihara - a female cop [Head of Foreign Affairs Sector 4 in Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department]

Leader of Evening Primrose, Amber [a.k.a February when she was in MI-6(Secret Intelligence Service/Unit].

The story revolves around the lead character with each event's happening brings a better understanding to the mysterious history of the masked man and his powers. The story starts out as police are in pursuit of a contractor related to the first mission of BK201 - Hei. The Contractor managed to get away when he was cornered by his powers. Before the police finally got to the place he escaped to he was already killed by BK201. That is when it aroused the interest of the police sector head, Misaki Kirihara. The mystery enveloping the actions of Black Death God/Reaper[Kuro Shinigami(BK201)] and the Syndicate he serves. The story gets fairly more complicated as it proceeds to its end. Eventually, the actions of several betrayals led to a war between Contractors and Humans.

What's a Contractor?

Contractors are individuals who have gained superhuman powers due to the appearance of the Hell's Gate and Heaven's Gate. Contractors are considered as beings who make rational and pragmatic decisions regardless of the situation and never make emotion-powered decisions. Contractors are generally rated as emotionless because of their unusual thought processes and memory replays. An average Contractor cares only about their well-beings and reduces everything to a cost and benefit analysis.

You can catch the series here or alternate link. [click on here or link]

What colour is your world in? Is it Darker Than Black?

Enjoy! Seeya! :)

-Ookiku Furikabutte-

2008-11-08T16:22:00.012+08:00

Recently I watched this anime called: Ookiku Furikabutte [Big Windup!] - おおきく振りかぶって. It's a great anime that emphasizes on the friendship the team made from being complete strangers and their desire to win. Rather than those flashy moves and exotic emphasis on each of the characters' faces, a.k.a how handsome they are.

Here is some of their pictures:

The Battery [Pitcher: No. 1 - Mihashi(Left), Catcher: No. 2 - Abe(Right).]

The Infielders and Shortstop [First Baseman: No. 3 - Oki(Bottom right), Second Baseman: No. 4 - Sakaeguchi(Bottom left), Third Baseman: No. 5 - Tajima(Top right), Shortstop: No. 6 Suyama(Top left).]

The Outfielders and Reserve [Left Fielder: No. 7 - Mizutani(Bottom left), Center Fielder: No. 8 - Izumi(Extreme right), Right Fielder: No. 9 - Hanai(2nd from the right), Reserve: No. 10 - Nishihiro(Top left).]

Teacher-In-Charge, Coach, Manager and Cheer Squard Leader [Teacher-In-Charge: Shiga-sensei(Extreme left), Manager: Shinooka(2nd from the left), Coach: Momoe-kan(2nd from the right), Cheer Squad Leader: Hamada(Extreme right).]

Introduction:

The story revolves around the lead character called Ren Mihashi who refused to give up the mould even though his team, Mihoshi academy(in Gunma). They had been losing for all 3 years because of his pitching. His team generally hated him with and only his only(regarded as) friend(Shu-chan),Kanou(the other pitcher who competed with Mihashi for the ace number) acknowledging him. Most of the team members think that Mihashi became the ace because of a favour - Mihashi's grandfather owned the school and thus hated and mistreated him. Mihashi had to go through the trouble to change his high school to escape the guilt of causing his team mates to lose interest in baseball. He entered Nishiura High school[his mom graduated from that high school] with only the thought of just looking at the baseball club's activities. Everything went unexpected when the coach of the team dragged him to meet the other members. He faced quite a dilemma as he was the only pitcher and that was the only place he could ever pitch at. He was torn between not wanting to bring the team down and not wanting to gve up pitching.

He later chose to quit and begun tearing up. This is when the other main character comes into play. He's Takaya Abe, the catcher in the team. The moment he caught Mihashi's first pitch attempt. He sort of fell in love with his 'magical' pitches. He told Mihashi that he would make him a true ace. Together, Abe and Mihashi formed a rather interesting battery which would be able to overcome every problem in their way. Let's just say that Abe totally dominated over Mihashi and Mihashi tries all ways to please Abe.

The characters have common characteristics and personalities as real life people. Mihashi has a personality which is rather extreme but there are such people who are very timid. Of course they'll always irritate people with short and hot temper and almost zero patience - Abe. While he gets irritated, he never creases to calm down after realizing he can't be so rough with a delicate Mihashi. Their relationship is really worth questioning. It's definitely more than just friends or a battery. They started out with Abe ignoring the fact that they had to be friends and Mihashi not being able to fully trust Abe because he's afraid of getting hurt - being hated again. There's Mizutani, the forever sleepy, music-loving and muddle-headed personality. There's Izumi and Tajima who are both cheeky and serious in their own way.

It's an interesting and very comical anime you just have to catch!

Summer is ending? In this anime... NEVER!

You can catch Oofuri here! [click on here.]

There is also an OVA/ep 26 but it doesn't involve Nishiura rather it involves Musashino Daichi High school. Those interested in Haruna and gang definitely have to check it out. For Nishiura team fans, it's a rather informative episode about the opponents team so... I guess it's not for you but it doesn't hurt to watch it!

Enjoy!Seeya! :)

-Naruto's birthday-

2008-10-10T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hello! It's a long time since I last posted and created a fiction story. Well... It's nearing my major examination period - okay it's like 10 more days including today to my first paper. Yea, I'm slacking all the way. Well I wish all the best to people taking the 'O' level examinations all over the world. Heh. I hope I do well. :)

I would like to shout: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NARUTO! This story is specially for Naruto and all others with the same brithday! The story's name after the song - Save you by Simple Plan - used. Enjoy!

Save You

Footsteps echoed in the seemingly endless hallways. A body came to a halt a step away from a garnished door. His hands balled into fists at his sides. His chest gradually rose and fell slowly as he evened out his breathing. He steadied himself. His hand trembled as it reached to push the door. He only had one thing in his mind. Just before he opens the door, an explosion pierced through the air. He whipped his head in the direction of the source involuntarily and stared. His eyes darted frantically when fearsome thoughts crossed his mind. His pupils dilated as he realized its cause.

‘Sasuke!’

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step untill I reach the door

His legs began moving long before he noticed it. His brows knitted in the middle. Worry flashed across his whiskered face accompanied by some emotionally-filled tears. At the end of the hallways, rays were penetrating through the collapsed walls. Standing at the end was Sakura, Sai and Yamato-sensei. All of them had their heads in one direction. He made a mad dash through that exit and entered a clearing. He skidded to a halt as he felt a familiar presence.

“Naruto.” A deep voice sounded. It was too recognizable yet he could not bear to believe.

His head painstakingly turned to the voice. He shut his eyes to block out unwanted tears. He opened them only to find Sasuke’s staring straight into his from a distance. His heart clenched. The feeling was awful. It was as if someone had stabbed his heart with a thousand needles. He stood rooted to his spot. His mouth parted yet words couldn’t bear to leave his throat. He knew he had too much to say and too little time; and now, he could only manage a word.

“S-Sasuke.”

You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

It was as if he was thrown back in time to relive the past in this split second. If only he knew about the raven’s cursed seal. If only he could do something to help. If only he was brave enough to offer help. If only he didn’t have to say if only. He was Sasuke’s best friend not because Sasuke says so but he acknowledges it.

He tried to save him from Orochimaru but he failed. He was weak – not that he would ever admit. He wanted to stab himself to keep a reminder of how weak he was. He wanted to use his blood to pay off the debts he owed Sasuke for not saving him from the hell he had been through. Most of all, he wanted to tell Sasuke that he loves him and that the gut feeling of it encourages him not to give up.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

With a blink of an eye, Sasuke appeared by his side with his hand on his shoulder. “Come to think of it, isn’t your dream to become Hokage?” His voice sounded close. “If you have the time to come chase after me, you should be training.” His gaze fell on Naruto to reassure his every movement. “That’s why this time, at my whim, you will lose your life.” Sasuke drew out his sword agonizingly slowly. The sound of metal scraping against each other brought discomfort to the ears of the people present. Hundreds thoughts related to death bolted through Naruto’s head and thousands of them regarding the lost of his best friend echoed in his mind.

“How can I become Hokage when I can’t save my friend?” He questioned. Every word was dripping with despair. “Hn.”

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper

“Get out of my sight.” The blonde gritted his teeth. “I don’t need your power.” He was determined to get to Sasuke without it. “Hahaha… Don’t make me laugh.” A sinister voice sounded in the confined space. “Can’t you remember how powerful we got when we joined forces? Tear off that seal and I’ll grant you all the power you need.” Bubbles of chakra form in front of Naruto. They merged into the face of the demon fox. The glistering white canine teeth in between that monstrous jaw parted. “Now, who do you want to kill?” He raised his arm.

“You.”

Before he had the chance to suppress the demon’s power, something appeared beside him. His eyes darted to the direction of the figure then it widened.

“Sasuke.”

Their eyes locked for a moment before his cold ones averted its gaze. “So this is where you got your power from.” Inevitably, his eyes fell upon Sasuke’s figure. He was lean but muscular unlike the Sasuke before. This Sasuke could really kill him at his whim – not that he would ever admit. The old Sasuke only lives in their memories now. The bubbles of chakra burst into smaller ones with a bang. Slowly they begun to fade and retreat back into the enclosure. Naruto ended up burning holes into the ground.

“Even if I tried my all, I would never be able to understand how you feel. Is that right, Sasuke?” He could feel the raven’s sharingan boring into his body. “No matter what I do, I can’t change anything, is that right?” His voice reflected the little tremors erupting through his body. “Sasuke! Answer me!” His voice’s amplitude rose slightly. Tears trekked down the contours on his face and craved out his jawline. His eyes’ colour faded quickly and peaked with grief. Silence cast its net upon the two. Automatically, Sasuke’s stern look morphed into a slightly concerned one before taking another transformation.

“Yes.”

You’re just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand.

“Sadly enough, I already knew that.” Naruto’s voice dropped to a mere whisper. “But I want you to know.” He raised his hand and pointed his index finger at Sasuke. “I will save you.” He sobbed. ‘I love you.’ In a fluent motion, He had his back pressed against the wall. He could only hiss in pain parts of a second later. Strands of hair brushed aginst his face. “Don’t wait for me…” Sasuke’s voice sounded rasping. His fingers traced Naruto’s lips. “You’ve got better things to do.” It somewhat sounded mocking yet emotional. Naruto felt Sasuke’s soft lips on his forehead. ‘I’m not worth your time.'

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

Just then, they were thrown back to reality. Naruto clenched his fist and slammed it onto the decorated floor he was on. His crimson-coloured slit eyes soften and returned back to its normal azure. He pushed himself off the ground and wiped off the trace of blood at the corner of his lips.

‘There’s so many things I wanted to tell you…’ He locked eyes with the raven again. ‘So many things I wanted you to know…’ Naruto’s lips parted. ‘Yet none of them can form.’ They closed gradually. He watched intently as Orochimaru, Kabuto and Sasuke disappear. He tried to chase them. However, a firm grip on his shoulder held him back from realizing his dream. He inhaled deeply.

“I’LL BE WAITING!”

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you shape to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
You know I’ll be there for you

There was never going to be a reply. Naruto drew his lips into a thin line. His brows knitted at the middle. “Naruto.” Sakura sounded worried. “Sakura-chan, I’m fine.” He looked over his shoulder and managed a smile with pain still lingering on.

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

“Sasuke-kun, you better stay away from the fox-boy.” The snake’s voice was itself poisonous. “You will never know what would happen to him if you don’t.” Red eyes glowed in anger. “Is that a threat?” Those formidable eyes were ready for action. “No… It’s a warning…” The snake smirked. Sasuke’s glare intensified.

Naruto whipped around to join his team. “Sakura-chan, can you -…” Naruto felt the world spin for a while. He shook his head and tried steadying himself. This time round he shut his eyes and came crashing onto the ground. “Naruto!” All he could manage to say was ‘Sasuke’.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

He shot up from his position. His chest rising and falling so quickly that he couldn’t catch his breathe. His heart felt like it was beating in his head. Involuntarily, he jolted up and disappeared into the woods nearby. “Naruto! Where are you going?” Sakura shouted. She was about to take off and join him when Yamato stopped her. “Let him go.” A frown spread across her face as she nodded.

He found a tree of good height and size then created a shadow clone. Cerulean-coloured chakra whizzed into a condensed spiralling ball packed with destructive power. Naruto wore a confident and determined look.

“I will save you…”

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

Hope you enjoyed it! Once again, Happy birthday Naruto! [p.s I ate ramen and a piece of japanses cake today to celebrate :)] Seeya!

-Science centre, laughs and fun-

2008-08-07T18:59:00.006+08:00

Today is a very fun day. During Geog lesson, my geog class went to Science Centre's Omnithreatre to watch the Grand Canyon adventure. It was so real! It felt like we were actually there. It's too real that I almost vomitted seeing it for too long. It is kinda like you're sitting in a sphere almost lying on your back watching the thing. Anyway I felt better and we proceeded to the exhibition outside the threatre. It was about space and sun dial. Wanlin and I played with the sun dial. Haha. Later we went through Science centre itself to reach the exhibition for Water. It has lots of facts on Water and some of the exhibits are so cool. Then after, we were dismissed. Most of us went back to school with Mdm Sarifah on the coach while some of us went to explore the other parts of the Science Centre.

First off, we went to the 'Dinosaur Alive' exhibition. The exhibition is about Mechanic-Dinosaur' moving and this fossil of Tyrannosaurus Rex. Of course the are information of the displayed dinosaurs, here are other fossils as well. Then we[Shah, Macnilia-no idea how to spell her name, Aaron, Cheryl, Wanyi, Aneesah, Wanlin and Sherly and me] went to the sector that is so me! - CHEMISTRY! We had our shadows captured! It's creepy though. It's caused by zinc sulphite if didn't see the thing wrongly. I messed with the tornado exhibition. I showed Shah, Aneesah and Sherly what a real tornado will look like. Then we see how a tornado is formed from the other way up. Lol. Also all of us messed with the cloud rings machine for a few times and finally succeeded in creating a few. We went to another exhibition thing, gotto do with a lot of general physics. we took this pic.

Then we went to the main exhibition place. Shah, Aneesah, Sherly and me were figuring out the hearing thing but all was not in avail. Well, we got separated from the rest. So Shah called Cheryl, and they said they were at the atrium. We had no idea where the atrium was and then Sherly spotted them at the entrance. We looked at the tv showing the creative toy awards. One of the toys is kinda owned by Wanyi's cousin. It is scary. We went to the whacky gift store and bought - after such dilemma of growing crystals for teachers or buying a geode with crystals[possibly] inside - a geode for Ms Mah. LOL. Then we went to Mcdonalds'. Enroute, we played with the lever thing and the 'see-saw' and also the pulley thing. Then at Mc, I ate Mcflurry and coke from Mc and chicken burger from school. And some fries from Wanyi and Cheryl.

The three of us were in one table and the other 4 at another. The other four were Macnilia, Wanlin, Sherly and Shah. The three of us were talking, strke that, gossipping about teachers which in the end we laughed the h*ll out of us. When I talked about the storyline behind Shutter, I said a sentence that was the funniest sentence of the day for me and Wanyi: The guy F**king her told the boyfriend to .... .... Too funny. Okay. Then we went back to the Science centre to borrow the toilet. Then we walked to the MRT to get home.

On the MRT we talked about going to grad night or not. We think having a class chalet is better off. Cheryl thinks that we should have chalet on the day of grad night so we could prepared together and go together. Lol. I wouldn't want to go. No dress will fit me and I don't like dresses. XD Then Wanlin suggest we plan a class outing to.... .... .... .... GENTING! WOOTS! I doubt it is possible but it's worth a shot ya know. Haha. I would love for that to happen. Then finally we reach home! Though Cheryl and Wanyi seem to have tuition I think... Oh well, what a fun, giggly and interesting day I have. We get to skip the boring SL forum - assembly! Haha! :P

Alright seeya guys! :)

-Wednesday - snake, Thursday - maid and Friday - ?-

2008-08-01T18:33:00.007+08:00

On Wednesday, I played three sports in one day. Two during PE and one after school. Namely, Netball and Volleyball during PE and Badminton after school. After Badminton which was fun and tiring - I had to train smacking but still cannot smack full force, I was heading to refill my water bottle. I walked pass the staff room on level 2 and saw a couple of teachers near the 2nd door - the one near the Design and Technology room. I walked some more and near the black dustbin just outside the door there was a long but finger-width snake. It was green and supposingly a tree snake. I say so because it can climb very well and can lift 3/4 of it's length up the metal railing - I do watch a lot of the documentaries.

Sadly it was killed in the midst of capture. The teachers were violent and literally crushed it. I witnessed its death and my heart sank. I feel very sorry for it. I did try to suggest the correct way of capture and the teachers seem to ignore me. There is just this heart clenching feeling still in me. This is the picture of its blood when it was being capture/murdered.

On Thursday, Mr Siew went through our situational writing - formal letter. The one regarding the choosing of scholarship to be awarded to Berry or Mary. The compo I wrote and my friends' kinda stood out according to Mr Siew. However there was a tiny but funny, no strike that, extremely hilarious mistake. I wrote Mary in the 2nd paragraph and the starting of the next paragraph, I wrote 'Maria'. Then Jonathan just had to comment on it, laughing. He called me the maid, Maria. Soon after Hian Yiaw, Shah and the class people started acknowledging it... Sian... I become a maid. Diaon. The compo I wrote wasn't really outstanding. I mentioned nothing about Berry and instead I only mentioned him in the last paragraph. Then I get 20/30. Hmm... Damn lucky. Haha... :P I think I wrote 'Maria' because I was thinking about the past compo I done about the choosing of the President of the Student's Council. I think one of them the name is 'Maria'. Dots...

Today, We had quite a boring day though. Except for Jonathan saying that I should fetch water and serve him.[actually I want to] Also that he pay me by supplying me with oxygen. What crap...? Lol. I truly live up to my name: 'Maria'. I wipe the tables and clean the machine and counter in Gesscove during my CCA[Entreprenuer Club]. Haiz. Then after I went home. I met Yong Qing, Cheryl - St John's Ambulance Brigade. They just finished their marching rehersal for GESS NDP[Clebrations for National Day] and was about to go for tuition and home respectively. Then I met Jonathan again. He was running towards the NCC room. I waved and he waved back. Lol. He wanted to say something to me before I stopped him and said, "Don't call me Maria." He replied, "That's a good idea." He also mouthed 'Maria'. -_-' Soon everyone would call me Maria. Lol. Thanks to that stupid compo. Well, I fall in the face of defeat. Jon wins completely. I surrender. XD

Oh before I forget. Here is the Prelim TimeTable. Let's Jia You! :)

Okay Seeya... :P

-X-country 2008-

2008-07-25T19:00:00.006+08:00

In X-country 2008,

I managed to enjoy myself most... When I reached the place, Lihui and others forgot about me and went in themselves. Luckily I waited for Panhua and we got into Chinese garden to assemble at the 'areana'. We then received our Class Tee... It's great despite a last minute adjustment by Shah. We go number tag. Panhua: 323. Me: 329.

Sooner than we thought, it was our turn [Sec 4/5 girls] - we are the last batch of people to run the 3.6km. Panhua and I went to the toilet first just in case we need it during the race. Then the dreaded gun sounded. Time to run. Haha. I started with such reluctance but when I eneded, I felt like running again. It's just me. I am forever like this. Haha. Along the run, I joked with the medic team at station 8 or 9 if I am not wrong about hamburgers. They were thinking of selling their supply at $10 each. I shouted lame at one of the signboards that was meant to tempt us not to stop. It reads "Tired? Thirtsy? There is icy cold milo at the finish line. 2.5km completed." It's DAMN lame.

Then at last 200m, Mr Siew was like "Yuan Lin jia you, going to finish soon liao." Haha. Then I saw Nicholas and Zafiq - my badminton juniors. He was sprinting with me and encouraging me all the way. I chiong to the finish line. I finished behind Esther - 4G.

In the end I finished number 53rd out of possibly 100+ girls. So I could only say I am quite balaced, in terms of sports and academic. Haha. LOL!

Later, Shah, Lihui, Aneesah, Ross and I heded to Jurong Point. On the way out of Chinese Garden, Aneesah and Ross taught us some Indian. LOL. It was damn funny. Ad we realized the greatness of ethnic diversity. Waaa... LOL. Aneesah and Ross intended to go somewhere else and was muddle-headed enough to board the wrong mrt. Haha. This was in a midst of chaos. I think the mrts are packed with Gessians on the way to Chinese Garden and on the way back. LOL. Well, I don't want to go shopping anymore with anyone. I get more tired than I ran the race. Diaon but really. My god man, shopping is worse than running a 10km marathon - to me.

We saw badminton rackets ranging from $19.90 to $445.90. It's freaking expensive. Lihui's trying to get a new racket to replace her $29.90 racket. Then finally, Aneesah and Ross went off and we went to Long John Silver to get food. I got my free meal from the scratch thing that I won. They cheated me of 30cents lol. We saw Gessians everywhere. 5B was like having an outing. We saw Meiliana and group a couple of times[4G]. We saw Robin and group[4C]. I saw Jessica and group a couple of times too[2G].Then after, Shah and Lihui went to Bugis to visit Kinokuniya while I went home. I slept till 6pm. Haha.

Oh ya, I had my hair cut. Haha. My ponytail is very short now. I have the 2nd longest hair in my class and now I have the shortest ponytail. LOL. Haha.

Seeya guys.

-Sasuke's birthday-

2008-07-23T20:47:00.006+08:00

I just want to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASUKE!

LOL...

NARUTO LOVES YOU!

:)

SASUKE LOVES NARUTO TOO! - although he doesn't show it. :(

Nice picture ;)

Yes, Friends do quarrel...

Lovers quarrel more... - for them... :D

I Ate 16 tomatoes for to celebrate Sasuke's birthday. Small honey tomatoes. Not the large ones... :P

Ja mata... Seeya :)

-Programmes for yesterday!-

2008-05-14T20:42:00.011+08:00

Hey all! Long time no see... haha... You may think I died or something. Haha... But in fact a lot of things happened and I didn't have time to blog or lazy to blog about them. Heh... Well today I am blogging abt yesterday~!

Yesterday I went to Fuji Ice Palace to skate and watched Doomsday!

Yesterday after Biology paper 1 in which one question I got the right concept but the wrong ideology and throw away quite a lot of marks. Hehe.. Mid-year exams are finally over. Well the main event of the year has yet to arrive. Got to work hard! :P Mina Gambatte Ne!

I had a fun day with Steph. Yesterday was my first day, actually first 3 hours with skates or should i say skates on blades not wheels. Yes... Ice-skating! Woo! Before which I haven't learnt how to do four wheel skates so I am a beginner amongst all beginners... There are children in their K1s skating better than me with those fancy spins and jump spins. One skater was preparing her programme for her competition. Cause she listened to her ipod while skating her fanciful style. I admire these people. Haiz... I can't skate like them. My balancing skills are lousy. I had a scratch on my ankle which is quite large, bruises due to falling down 7 times, injured fourth finger, thumb and butt, and I had sore not just normal ache, it's the pain of not having any strength, it is so much of an experience that I can't have it in words. Well, it's worth it.

Here are some pics!

Starting:

Can you spot me?

Nearing the end:

I haven't been able to skate yet but I have a feeling that hard work will prevail! Haha... I will learn it! Wuahaha!

One funny thing.

After stepping out and heading downstairs to buy food, Steph found out that her wallet was missing. Then she rushed back to the place and searched frantically. The second time I went in with her. We checked the toilet - the assistant there checked the guys. And we double checked the whole place while my cousin asked us to come out. Steph keep saying that she heard someone calling her when we walked out. Then the people there helped us as well. They made an announcement regarding the wallet. We also asked the skaters. Well, we couldn't find it. Steph and rushed out and ran up a flight of stairs thinking the person who she assumed called her was up there. My cousin and asked me to look into her bag suppressing a laugh. I took a look and laughed out while calling her. My cousin seemingly forgot that she put her wallet in her bag. I then ask Steph to look inside and she heaved a sigh of relief.

Then we went to Cineleisure - Cathay at Orchard to catch the movie, Doomsday. It was a great movie with lots of funny parts although we missed a little of the front part. The movie -I think- contained ideas from a lot of other movies like, Resident Evil: The extinction, Aliens, Predator, Narnia, Lord of the Rings. It just gave me the feeling. Well, it's enjoyable. It's about a Virus called Reaper Virus which broke out in Scottland. Oh ya, forgot to mention, the whole movie was featuring Scottland and England. Scottland was quarantined. A group of people from the military was sent on a mission to get the antidote and they were faced with all kinds of challenges including geeting chased by two clans of people who were immune to the virus. The later part of the show featured a Mercedes bens car which was only scratched after crashing through so many things. I am not going to reveal anymore so catch the movie yourself. You better be quick cause it's going to be off the movie list soon!

After that, we saw this funny scene.

If you get it, you will laugh. If you don't, it's okay... It's more funny when you see the people driving. Well seeya for now... Hope my results will be okay... Seeya real soon kay? Sayonara! Ja mata ne! :P

-Signs graphics-

2008-03-12T17:27:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through the net and I saw quite a few signs grahpics and i am itching to share them! :P

Examples - Titles above the pictures :

1.Caution. Biohazard Isolation

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2. Your girlfriend and My girlfriend

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3.Stunning

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4.Warning, Keep out!

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5.Got me? I'll do your body good.

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6.Insured by Mafia

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7.P - Player 4 life.

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8.Warning: You can't handle this.

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9.The only Bush I trust is my own. - so jacked.

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10.Stupidity prohibited.

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11.Please, save the cockroaches... -_-'

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12.Hell finally froze over.

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13.Danger: Police in the area!

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14.Have you hugged your toilet today?

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15.Parental Advisory: Pimp zone.

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16.Just kidding.

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17.Dangerous Gas.

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18.Chicks rule.

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19.Hater-free zone.

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20.Bird-free zone.

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21.Next 18 years.

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22.Warning. - this is sick... :X

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23.Tongue for rent.

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24.International Symbol for Marriage.

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25.100% Heterosexual.

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25.Assume the position. - Sick once again.

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26.The Sexiest Body Award.

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27.Myraids of emotions - you're so beautiful.

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28.Great piece of Ass Certificate.

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Had your laughs? They are really funny aren't they... :P

Seeya! :D

-Profanity Graphics-

2008-03-12T16:50:00.005+08:00

I browse the net and found quite a few Profanity Graphics and I ROFL! LOL they were really funny!

Examples - titles above the pictures :

1.SH_T THE F_CK _P NOOB! WHeel of fortune style!

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2.BITCH - Babe in control of her life.

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3.This is what you are doing and This is what I want you to do.

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4.Bomb Blast - Middle Finger. Style budoh! :P

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5.Kitty thinks you're an asshole.

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6.Shut up B**CH - Star Wars style.

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7.F**K the people

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8.Amazing enough, I don't give a Sh*t!

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9.Warning: Total B**ch.

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10.Lanes for ungrateful Bi**hes and insensitive assholes.

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11.Life's like a d**k, when things get hard, F**k it.

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12.My parents said...

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Had a good laugh? There are still more... :P

Seeya again for hilarious Signs graphics! :D

-Year 4/5 ACE camp: Celebration Night-

2008-03-11T21:25:00.001+08:00

The celebration night is the best moment in 4i history... Or maybe not the best well... Anyway, here are some pics of our people! We did a script, a skit and had lots of fun!

Ibrahim in his cool and stylish look!

Yukai and Zaki in No-use-4-a-name: our very own band!

Shah who looks a little blurry, Ibrahim and Zaki after the celebration!

Class photo - without Weile, Eddy and Meiling :(

Seeya then! :P

-Yesterday and today-

2008-02-21T20:17:00.005+08:00

Not much happened though... This few weeks have been test, test, and more test... I remember it was funny during english lesson... Yesterday, Mr Siew was going through the comprehension passage we did on mon. We were going through one question and Mr Siew wrote something that is wrong and Aneesah corrected him. Yukai was like "Aneesah, you're so anal." or something like that. - Our teacher admitted himself he's extra, extremely particular about our grammar and all so he described himself as 'anal retentive' - So Mr Siew stopped and stared [haha]. Then he said, "I can show you how anal you could be. I will need a lot of letax... LOL... The whole class burst into laughter and Yukai is once again speechless... Haha.

And today, Yukai is 'jacked' by Mr Siew again. Yukai suggested a lot of answers which Mr Siew said, "Most of the words that come out of your mouth always sounds so wrong..." The class laughed. When we we discussing the answer to one question that I forgot what, Yukai suggested 'urges'. I was like, "Oh my god... Urges?" I didn't realize it was loud so Mr Siew heard it and he was like, "Another fair example of terms sounding wrong..." He laughed and poor Yukai was 'jacked'.

I had 5 tests - English and Chinese [Mon], Biology [Tues], Chemistry [Wed], Physics[Thurs] - and one english oral exam [Mon] this week. Luckily there isn't anymore tomorrow. Next Week I have tests on Elementary Mathematics [Wed], Additional Mathematics [Thurs], Social Studies [Thurs], Chemistry [Wed]. Sianx. Okay... I got to go now... I like someone that no one knows yet... It's not zx... Haha... Lihui is so interested. Lol... Seeya... :P

I talked to J for quite a while and discovered the other side of him[I feel sad].

-Happy Valentines' Day-

2008-02-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl! Happy Valentines' Day! I have been missing... Lol... Just wanted to share this song... Sorry by Buckcherry... It's a really nice song... Hope you enjoy it as much as me...

Sorry by Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

Happy Valentines' Day! See ya real soon! :P

-7th Feb, 8th Feb & 9th Feb-

2008-02-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hi ya! I know I have disappeared for almost three days and I spent the entire of 8th and 9th of February playing majhong with my cousin, mom and grandma. I lost quite alot. I dun want to specify... Haha...

7th Feb:
I woke up at around 11+am and was visited by my uncle, aunt and cousin. My cousin grew taller and his voice is deeper. It's really shocking to me cause I only see him once per year. Him being in River Valley - 'through train', no taking of O level - already make me feel so stupid. -_-' My elders like to compare. Haiz... Then I received ang bao! So happy... Then I went up to my grandma's house and which my - another - aunt and uncle happy new year. Saw one of my other cousin and the younger one, well I didn't get to see him.

Then We came home and slept for a while before heading out to Suntec where my cousin, mom and I meet Steph for movies. We watch CJ7 - just in time, wasn't late - at 7.30 and Ah long pte ltd at 9.30. Both were funny and CJ7 is so touching... Haiz... Ah long pte ltd as expected contained alot of dialects and it resembles My Wife is a Gangster 2 too much. But nonetheless it's funny, entertaining and lots of enjoyable 'dirty' jokes. I LOL at lot in both movies. We fetched Steph home after that and drove home.

8th Feb & 9th Feb:
Spent the whole day playing majhong... Oh ya... On 8th Feb I celebrated my birthday with the cake my mom bought on 4th or 5th Feb. Belated but it's better late then never... Haha. Then on 9th Feb, I finally opened the Alien model Lihui bought me. I will post some pictures soon...

-What hurts the most-

2008-02-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

Here's a Naruto x Sasuke fanfiction by me! This is dedicated to Xunhao and me and all others sharing the same birthday...! His birthday's on 6th Feb and mine 7th feb! Woot. Happy birthday!

This is a songfic named after What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts. Enjoy.

What hurts the most

A well-built figure glanced out of his window.

The rain was beating against it with a particular melody. He was always forced to ponder why the weather matched his every emotion at the right time. When he’s cheerful and glee, the weather would be bright and sunny. When he’s gloomy and depressed, it always rained. This time, heavily… But it didn’t matter, nothing ever did… For now.

His work at that very moment was thrown out of his mind. And all he could think of is someone… Someone that made his heart melt.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me

He flashed back on his genin days with his precious ones. And he thought, ‘Everyone has changed…’ True: Sakura and Ino snapped out of their Sasuke craze; Shino, Neji, Hinata and all other quiet ones have began speaking up; Shikamaru is more hardworking than he was 3 years ago; Lee is more ‘youthful’; Tenten became more womanly; Kiba became more reliable; Not forgetting himself… He thought that he had changed more than others, if not the most. He had grown more mature, less obnoxious and more silent. He felt that he had been bottling up his feelings, emotions, and on the surface, becoming more expressionless… More and more like a robot controlled by a remote waiting for the batteries to run out. Waiting for his life to slowly fade away…

A lone tear tumbled down his whiskered cheek. Soon under the tender moonlight others followed… Painstakingly slow, they chipped off his carefree character drop by drop. All he wished to do was to let the well-kept tears out once in a while.

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even if it had been two and a half years going on without him, it took a death toll on his heart. Every time just the thought of him drove the blonde crazy, just the thought of bringing his best friend back brought the blonde to tears. It’s not just upsetting. It’s depressing, distressing, disturbing. And every single day of those two and a half years, that makes more than 912 days just pretending with that goofy smile that everything was alright. That’s right… Everything was alright…

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

That feeling of a hand gripping onto your heart and when it is hurting can never be erased from Naruto’s mind. It hurts, it aches, it could not be comprehended. The recent encounter raised his level of awareness that the unknown source of this feeling was him.

What hurts the most
Was being so close

His azure eyes could only stare at the slim body-outline of his best pal. He opened his mouth but some many words were still stuck within his throat. He could say nothing at all… Nothing but his name. A flashback flooded into his mind. The flashback in which he lied on the ground and watch him walk away helplessly.

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

When Sasuke first greeted him in that ‘reunion’, he wasn’t sure what to do. He wasn’t sure what to say. He wasn’t sure what he was feeling. That feeling of warmth, the sense of longing surfaced. What was it..?

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

While being on his training leave with Jiraiya, Naruto had explored most of the world. And anywhere he went the pain of losing him is so great that it was suffocating. Still he endured through everything, he reassured himself that he would bring the stoic boy back.

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It

Everyday in the past he was seen with his trademark smile. Now he knew he would never be truly happy if he couldn’t fulfill his goal for the moment. He knew that he couldn’t even be able to force a smile in front of all his friends, let alone when he’s by himself.

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder

Rising from his table, he dragged himself to his closet to get his orange and black jumpsuit. He zipped up his jumpsuit and stared at himself in the mirror. He wanted so much to just smash the mirror, screw this already screwed-up life… The life that is full of regrets. If only he knew... If only…

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over

That ‘reunion’ was filled with emotions and silence. Unspoken words that got caught in between the stages of forming and being formed. He would give anything to just deliver them to him. Just to let him know.

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Sometimes Naruto thinks that his depth perception might have gone haywire. The wound inflicted in his heart by none other than yours truly Sasuke is so deep that he was becoming numb. Being so close, skin in contact, yet he couldn’t say one screwed-up word. He hated himself for being so weak. So weak as to once again let Sasuke’s silhouette disappeared into the thin horizon.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

He would never know that he had loved him more than a friend, a brother… He would never see how that loving him was so painstaking and what that he was trying to do.

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

His thumb wiped across Sasuke’s face in his team 7 photo. The heart clenching feeling started to bubble up in his chest. His tanned hand moved ever so quickly gripping onto the fabric of his jumpsuit right above his heart. It hurts too much.

What hurts the most
Is being so close

The dried up tears on his face were moistened by new ones. Every moment of just thinking about how he end up letting the other slip from his grasp, he falls on his knees as if he were so emotionally weak girl. Every minute of just thinking about how he was unable to convey all his pent-up thoughts and bottled-up emotions to the other, more tears gushed out of his eyes.

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been

He hated it with passion. Naruto hated the way the ‘love’ he was developing for Sasuke with fiery passion. And he hated the person with blistering enthusiasm. However, he could never be able to help himself. He was falling helplessly in love…

And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

He knew that not seeing that loving him was what he was trying to do would be the most idiotic thing that happened to him.

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Hope you like it! Seeya. :P

-CNY celebrations-

2008-02-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

The annual [not anal] Chinese New Year Celebrations that our school put up keeps getting better and I think this year's is the most memorable one! :D

First up: Xumin -my 'grandmother' - and Shimin -'my 1st mommy'[2nd is daryl]- dressed in beautiful cheong sum aka 旗袍. Damn sexy I must add.

Second up: A coach and Mr Wong -My Sec 3 english teacher- dressed up as the god of fortune walking around throwing 'gold coins' -chocolate- at us... I got hit several times. Haha. I got three coins. I gave one to Sherly, Mdm Tand and Ms Tay.

Third up: International dance item. I had no idea what they are dancing. Seriously I think the seniors that left last year rock but now... Forget it.

Fourth up: Vivian and YongHeng aka Issac with the song 遇见 by 孙燕姿 -Stefanie Sun-. YongHeng's playing the piano...

Fifth up: Indian + Malay dance item. They were looking at each other while dancing. Their seniors were great... It's a pity.

Sixth up: The mouses take the stage, erm arena, as they squeeked their various CNY greetings! Zaki looked so cute dressed as a mouse and sadly I do not have a photo. ARGH! There were several cute mouses too!!!

Seventh up: A singing + Hip-hop sing and dance item put up by 4g boys and one 4f guy. Okay it's more like a one-man show as in one guy from 4g has the most performance. Not really very cool but... It's fresh.

Eighth up: Mrs Iong and her 'lovely' Question-and-answer + talk show! It was just to drag time... From what I feel.

Ninth up: The Chior with the songs: London Bridge -the editted and more modern version, not the old one- Gong xi Gong xi and another song which I forgot... Yukai was joking about Weile being 'high' everyday even in the performance she wore a wide smile. He said that he suspected her of smoking marijuana everyday. LOL.

Performance ended and I went around shaking everyone's hand wishing them happy new year. Then I went to my old school, Zhangde primary school with Lihui staying outside. While waiting for my teacher Ms Ng, I played the piano at the entrance. That is one piano that is properly tuned not like my present school now. I wished her a Happy CNY and exchanged madarin oranges. I got a Hong bao from her which contained two chocolate gold coins. Better than nothing.

Sadly I left after a short while finding that not many -I only saw Darin going, I think Wanlin went too. Zhaoyong was late so he didnt get to see Ms Ng. Because it's not opened yet we kinda ghost around the shopping mall. Mostly around Comics connection. We saw Wanlin and Yingying. Wanlin was buying present for me and Yingying helped. She got so frustrated about the present cause she duno what to choose. She got me a file and a keychain, both Naruto related! Later we saw Panhua and Huying. Panhua gave me a Naruto[ramen face] ring watch and said as if it was a proposal when she pass the present to me. I am so happy!! After which I went to 别俯 -Japanese resturant at Tiong Bahru- with Lihui and I spent almost 30 bucks there. Well... As a treat for myself!

Tomorrow is my birthday and today is my '大哥' , Xunhao's birthday! Happy Birthday Xunhao!

I would like to dedicate a song to my 'bro' and myself! It's Happy Birthday by the Click Five! WOO!

Happy Birthday by the Click Five

Hey you, I know I'm in the wrong
time flies when you're having fun

you wake up another year is gone you're 21
I guess you wanna know
why I'm on the phone
its been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
I know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah i know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

so hard when you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame

so now you know
don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way to late
but happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
I know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

It's not that I don't care
you know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there

yeah yeah woah woah
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
I know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

to you.

Btw it's my sweet 16! And it's the most memorable birthday ever... Thanks guys... Seeya.. :P

-Homophobic-

2008-02-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

I realize after taking this test [Click on the "Are you homophobic?" to be directed to the page]

This is my result...

You Are 29% Homophobic

You don't want to be homophobic, and you're usually not.
You have a few stereotypes about gay people - and they'll eventually be broken.

Are You Homophobic?

It's pretty interesting... I mean I don't hold any hatred towards gays or lesbians... It's just that I feel a little disgusted by the action of lesbians s*x. Sry... I don't mean to hurt anyone... But otherwise I feel fine working with any gay ppl... I am friend to a lesb... Or if she doesn't hate me now... Sigh...

Seeya... :P

-Birthday party-

2008-02-04T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hi! Today Lihui, Boon Hau, Esther, Ernest, Ming Xian, Robin, Eng Hou and Cherissa celebrated my birthday for me! Although it is 3 days early... It was fun... Luckily I never get owned like someone... Haha. LOL. I love my friends! Lihui gave me an Alien figurine which she keep wanting to play with... I love it! It's the best present so far! I have to admit she know me well haha...

I am listenning to Happy Birthday by the Click Five on 98.7fm now. So conincidencial. Kailin and Chuan Chye thought my birthday was today... So misuderstanding... Haiz... But it's better early/late than never! I'm going back to my old school on 6th Feb! Just before my birthday! Yup... My birthday is on 7th February and it's my sweet sixteen! A memorable one... Thanks you all for making it unforgetable... Love you guys..

Here's a song for you! Piece of Me by Britney Spears. I know you guys want a piece of me... Lol... Haha kidding... :P

Piece of me by Britney Spears

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! This just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc
End up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for strippin' on the streets’
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
No wonder there's panic in the industry
I mean, please, do you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(you want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece piece of me…

You want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

You want a piece of me
You want a piece of me

-Bad day-

2008-02-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a bad day... To start with, I totally have no idea that there was emaths test and never sttudied or did a singular question from my textbook or listen to class... I wonder what have I been doing... Nevermind that... I think the test I may flung it.

Next - considered as good thing - Ms Mah cracked a joke which most of us got it but the person who got 'owned' didn't. That was Yukai. Yukai asked something like "There is chemistry test on Monday...?" and Ms Mah was like "Where were you? WIth Alice?" The whole class - well almost - burst out in laughter. Yukai was still blur. Ms Mah repeated but Yukai remain blur until she said, "In wonderland... With Alice in wonderland." Ms Mah is the most fun chemistry teacher ever!!! WE LOVE HER!!! :)

Next, Class decoration was a disaster... No idea if we are going to win...

Then comes E-club which totally sux. We had trouble-makers and had to get Mr Goh to settle the problems. Haiz... Next comes tuition... I manage to finish tuition work earlier than usual... An accomplishment... Haha. Well a bad day, a not bad ending... Gotto go to sleep now... Seeya! :P

Oh and I heard some jokes from Muttons from 98.7fm:

"What's the difference between girlfriend and wife - 45 pounds
What's the difference between boyfriend and husband - 45 minutes"

Editted version of one of the jokes:

"You better go wash your clothes. You and I have to take turns to wash them. Today is your turn!! Hurry up! Now pick up those clothes on the floor and wash them otherwise no clothes to wear!" Naruto shouted quite 'wife-ly'.

This is what Sasuke heard:

"Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh. You and I have to take turns Bleh Bleh Bleh. Today is your turn!! Hurry up! Now Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh on the floor and Bleh Bleh Bleh no clothes Bleh Bleh!"

Horny isn't it? Haha...

Listening to Piece of me by Britney Spears now... Nice song. :D

-Song-

2008-01-27T00:48:00.001+08:00

This is a Naruto x Sasuke AMV featuring the song 30 minutes by t.A.T.u. Enjoy. If you read Cheryl's or Lihui's blog you should have come across the song 25 minutes... It is okay though... I like 30 minutes more! I rule! Because my song's longer literally... 5 minutes longer! Haha! I know... I am lame... 30 minutes,to shoulder the blame... Let's wait for 30 minutes till I shoulder the blame of being lame... ^^ Enjoy.

30 minutes by t.A.T.u

Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of time
To decide

Do we run?
Should I hide?
For the rest
Of my life

Can we fly?
Do I stay?
We could lose
We could fail

In the mo-ment-
It takes
To make plans
Or mistakes

30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes,to alter our lives
30 minutes,to make up my mind
30 minutes,to finally decide

30 minutes,to whisper your name
30 minutes,to shoulder the blame
30 minutes,of bliss, thirty lies
30 minutes,to finally decide

Carousels
In the sky
That we shape
With our eyes

Under shade
Silhouettes
Casting shade
Crying rain

Can we fly?
Do I stay?
We could lose
We could fail

Either way
Options change
Chances fail
Trains derail

30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes,to alter our lives
30 minutes,to make up my mind
30 minutes,to finally decide

30 minutes,to whisper your name
30 minutes,to shoulder the blame
30 minutes,of bliss, thirty lies
30 minutes,to finally decide

To decide
To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide
To decide, to decide, to decide

To decide

-Alien Vs Predator Requiem-

2008-01-13T19:20:00.000+08:00

Hello! Yesterday I managed to sneak into the cinema to watch Alien Vs Predator Requiem or AVP2. It was an NC16 rated show which I don’t find NC16 at all except the fact that maybe the government think that it’s a little vulgar… The f words are present and words like dic*head are also used… I don’t think, personally, it is vulgar… I find it funny… It was a fantastic movie! Seriously you guys should go watch it… I watched it with my friend, steph… I feel that AVP is more action packed then this one…

This one contained a frustrated yet stupid Predator, one kinky Predalien, a few dozen aliens, 4 main character and a few hundred karefare or minor characters. I shan’t reveal further and I should go catch my Sunday Block Buster – Alien Vs Predator… Although I have got the movie on vcd, it doesn’t hurt watching another time… I watched it more than 5 times already and it still interests me so much. I grew up with Aliens and I feel they keep fascinating me. The game AVP2 also got me addicted. I love the game, movies and most of all the people who created them!!! THANK YOU!!! Seeya gotto go catch AVP on channel 5! ^^

-Teardrops on my guitar-

2008-01-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

I wrote a Naruto x Sasuke story again... This time it's shorter though.. Lol. Hope I don't have bad english..Heh...

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, if I did, the Naruto world would be tossed into chaos... :P

Claimer: I own Naruto, the edible one. XD

This fic is named after the song 'Teardrops on my guitar' by Taylor Swift. I made this for my friend's birhday! Happy Birthday Steph! I rushed this yesterday for her birthday today... 10th of January... Happy Birthday Mdm Chng as well!! And all the people out there who's brithday's the same as them...:D Enjoy...

Teardrops on my guitar

Naruto walked beside Sasuke down the dimly lit street. The two of them were silent all the way. The silence was unbearable for Naruto but he just couldn't find a topic to break through. Sasuke looked at the other boy with a brow raised. "Naruto... You're awfully quiet today." The other's face appeared shock for a moment before the expression was wiped off. "..." He shook his head slightly and returned a small smile, a fake one... It hid all his thoughts about what he wanted the relationship of Sasuke and him to be... What he was needing... What they should be...

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

"Sakura and I are dating for trial..." The raven haired shinobi faced the blonde. Naruto frowned and looked away feeling a tiny wincey bit... Okay, alot... Sad... He thought, 'Sakura is beautiful, ne?' The corners of his lips rose before dropping back to a frown. She's got everything now... Everything she ever wanted... Everything he ever wanted... Everything he had to live without...

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

"How are... You and Hinata going on?" Naruto looked shocked before giving a hearty laughter as an answer. Sasuke's brow furrowed towards the centre as the other's laughter was getting annoying. "So...?" The laughter soon died and replaced by a grin, a hurtful-looking grin. "We are great... Haha...Ha." Blue eyes met obsidian. The former averted its gaze. Lips pulled into a thin line. At that moment he didn't know what expression to make, what face he should put up, what actions he should take. They walked in comfortable silence to the main street. It was flooded with people. People that Naruto couldn't even bother about when he's with Sasuke... He recently found himself unable to turn his attention away from the one he like, admired, adored... What was that word... Ahh... 'Love'...

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

"I think I'm in love..." Sasuke's lips curled upwards slightly as he smiled at the blonde. "It's a feeling I never experienced before..." Naruto's immediate response was to grin back. 'Same here... All I can think about is you...'

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He was sitting at his bed, holding on his guitar. A lone tear rolled down his cool skin and fell on one of the strings. For some reason, he looked out at the dark sky dotted with tiny little dots of white light. He wished, hoped, begged to the stars above to grant him what he wanted all his life... He was the song in his heart...

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Naruto walks down the dirt track to reach his mission destination. A few feet away followed Sasuke. Choking feeling arise from within the blonde's chest. He could hardly breathe... Not because of the uphill climb - it was too easy; being a ninja and all - but because of the fact that Sasuke was next to him... He sneaked a peek at the raven haired shinobi. The paler man glanced at him after sensing eyes on himself. "What do you want, usuratonkachi?" His face showing no emotion at all was so difficult to read at first. However, after being friends for their lifetime, Naruto managed to read Sasuke's expressions like a book. But Sasuke never had much expressions and all the blonde can do was to hope he could be as flawless as he is.

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

'Sakura better hug him tightly and give him all the love she has to offer...'Naruto kept staring at Sasuke in the eyes. 'She's lucky... Hmm.' The taller male raised a brow at the other. Naruto only shrugged it off. "Your eyes are beautiful..." The stunned expression on Sasuke's face was priceless. he wished how much to have a camera with him then.

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

Naruto dipped his feet into a lake near their campsite. The cooling, refreshing feeling rushed through his body making him relax visibly. He wore a fleeting look over his face. A solitary tear escaped his right eye. It crept slowly down his cheek leaving its trail behind. He clasped his hands together and longed for the chance of fulfilling his dream. He closed his eyes and more tears erupted uncontrollably out of his sapphire like eyes. He was the melody of his soul.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

After the mission, Naruto strolled down the familiar route back to his home. The wind was whipping up the leaves on the ground and the moonlight dimly lit the streets. His blue orbs glistened in the light as he stopped and looked at the sky outside his door... Deciding to head inside, he chucked the keys into the key hole and turned the knob. He turned on the lights and slumped down on his soft and fluffy bed. Sitting on the nightstand was the picture of team 7 in their younger days; where Sasuke and Naruto were in constant disagreement, arguements, quarrels... Moodily reaching for the photo frame, he slides it down facing the top of the nightstand. He didn't want to move further. The blonde haired jounin stayed in that position for the whole night, falling to sleep eventually...

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight

The following day, Naruto was strumming on his guitar at the rooftop of the Hokage Mansion. "He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar... The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart... He's the song in the car I keep singing; don't know why I do..." He sang those meaningful lyrics into a beautiful song describing the feelings that surfaced. All the memories he had with Sasuke, all the times he spent with him, all the sacrifices he made, all the time he had voluntarily wasted... All for one common reason... Love. His heart was chipping off bit by bit... His feelings were eating him from inside out...

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough

He forced himself to produce a genuine smile... But the corners of his lips dropped into a impassive frown. His eye colours dulled and lost the ability to harbour the emotions he use to. "He's the one I need..." The blonde gazed up into the sky. The brilliant sunset dyed the sky in shades of pink, orange and red. Clouds of different shapes and sizes floated above his head. A shuffle of footsteps drew his attention to it.

And he's all that I need to fall into..

Sasuke's obsidian eyes bored right through his own as he looked down at him. "Sasuke... Hmh..." Naruto smiled at the perfect figure... It was a true one…

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

So do you like it? Give me some comments... Teadrops on my guitar is a nice song... Heh... :P Seeya...

-Wait for you-

2008-01-05T18:27:00.001+08:00

I wrote a Naruto x Sasuke songfic... I thought to post it here and in fanfiction.net. Well it is named 'Wait for you' after the song Wait for you by Elliot Yamin... So Enjoy...

Wait for you

The feeling was extraordinarily ordinary...

It was love... It was confirmed... He loved him...

He loved him with all his heart. He would do anything to get him back. And he wished, hoped, begged to the stars above to grant him what he wanted all his life... That someone that meant so much to him... That someone...

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door.
Oooooo

There was once, Naruto asked a ridiculous question, asking why did he had to go when he already knew the answer.

That equally ridiculous answer... For revenge..

Why did you have to go?

Sometimes he wondered, if Sasuke had discussed it with him, he might be convinced to help. However, he never knew... He knew nothing at all, not the cursed seal, not the incident at the chunnin exam, not the things going through his mind... But he knew something; Sasuke was in darkness just like Neji said.... And he is going to save him from all of that... Everything. Just to be with him again...

You could of let me know
So now I'm all alone

Naruto knew he meant more than a friend, a rival, a brother.... He was more of a secret lover, his secret lover.. He think he would have never had thrown away his pride doing what Sakura did, begging him to stay, but in his heart he knew, he knew that he would be doing that if given a chance.

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance

Every single time Naruto walked to the training grounds which held most of their memories together, his tears will go out of control rolling down his whiskered cheeks. The feeling that he wasn't there with them was unbearable.

He wanted so much to see him, talk to him, annoy him, do missions with him, feel him...

With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand.
Oooooo

Every moment of his sleep, Naruto is haunted... Haunted by the battle at the Valley of the End... He cried that day after failing to get Sasuke back. He cried holding on to Sasuke's headband, sitting on the hospital bed... His heart felt so pain so sore that he had to clutch on to his shirt tightly just to relieve some of it. The pain under his bandages was nothing compared to his heart's throb. His eyes began to sting after almost 2 hours. He called out silently in muffled cries the name of the one... The one he couldn't bring back... The one he loved... And the sight of him facing his back to him just made the whole situation worse.

And all my tears, they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

When Naruto and Sasuke were 5 years old, they met at the dock near a park before. The both of them hated each other.. 'On the surface'. They couldn't help but agree that they were similar...

The fact that he was a child prodigy and the other a drop-out just couldn't be erased completely yet they still became the best of friends.

So why does your pride make you run and hide

When Sasuke found out what was sealed inside Naruto, was he afraid? Was he not? Or was he simply stunned? Naruto knew that if they continued being friends, he had to know one day... He knew it would be abnormal not to be afraid..

He kept on lying to himself, lying that this was what he wanted to be...

Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie but you're keeping inside
This is not how you want it to be

Naruto waited patiently these two and a half years for a single chance to see him, the one he loved, the one of his dreams, the one he would give anything to get back. He didn't want to be told... Told that there's no time left.. He wanted to chase after him for the rest of his life...

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

"I'll wait for you." A simple sentence yet filled with such deep meaning and feeling. The heartwarming words came out of Naruto's mouth inevitably. It wasn't something that he could control. The frown on the blonde's tanned face showed the loneliness throughout the two and a half years.. The disappointment of a young boy letting his dream slip through his hands. The message Sasuke got from his ex best friend was that he really needed him in his life. And being Naruto, he would do anything to get him back, including waiting for him all his life...

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you

"Naruto." The voice sounded like music in Naruto's ears, so heavenly, so.... so... indescribable. All Naruto could think of is that getting Sasuke back was even closer and how crazy he's feeling right now.

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy (crazy)
Ooooo

When Sasuke walked away, Naruto reached out and grabbed his forearm. He squeezed it slightly, asking the other to not leave. He couldn't leave without him...

How can you walk away (away)
Everything stays the same (the same)
I just can’t do it baby

"What will it take to make you come back...?"

"..."

"You know the answer."

"Was that the only way...?" Naruto's eyes lost their normal brightness and enthusiasm; they seemed to have faded to a dull blue colour.

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that

Sasuke glanced over his shoulder before looking away feeling slightly guilty. "I'm sorry... I love you..." He vanished in front of Naruto's eyes, leaving him searching for his presence. Tears escaped, from Naruto's already dull eyes, making its way down his warm cheeks. They fell to the ground with the first raindrop...

Noooooo
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Naruto dropped to his knees. Drip by Drip his precious tears fell and drip by drip the rain fell. He thought that they could start all over again, and they could get back to the way it was. "I love you." was too enough... All he needed was a chance to do something right...

Baby why can’t we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

He cried his heart out in the light rain. His body curled up into a protective ball. Gripping onto his orange and black jumpsuit just above the heart, Naruto looked in agony. He was running out of time, it's been almost three years... And Naruto has his life to look out for.

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

But he couldn't care less. He would give his life for a brief moment with Sasuke again. He plainly needed the raven head back in his life. He'll wait as promised...

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

The Uchiha escaped after confessing.. What was that?! Naruto's mind screamed. It wasn't prepared for the lie. It wasn't going to pretend and lie to itself again. No one liked the kyuubi no yoko's container... No one... If his name is Uchiha Sasuke, then it would be a different case. He smiled sweetly. He was going to ask him after he comes home with him.

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie but you’re keeping inside
This is not how you want it to be

He picked himself up from the moist road and looked in the direction Sasuke came from. He smiled sincerely and headed off. With that being the last thing he does before heading back to Konoha empty handed. On the ground, there embedded three words.

Baby I will wait for you (for you)
Ooooooo
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

Sasuke appeared from behind a tree. He saw the three words. Simple yet breathe taking. He squatted down and carved seven words underneath it. "I am sorry to make you wait." With a rare smile, he left by the opposite direction as Naruto.

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true

Naruto took out Sasuke's headband and inhaled his still lingering scent. The feeling that he is near just fills him with joy and disappointment. And at the same time, make him feel vulnerable. Was love meant to be that way? No matter what he had to do for the other, just to finally be able to see each other would be enough.

I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

The three words that Naruto engraved with the bottom of his heart were...

"I'll be waiting..."

Three extraordinarily ordinary words.

I’ll be waiting …

by VeNgEaNcE.oF.rAiN...

Seeya... :P

-2008 is here!-

2008-01-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

In year 2008... The first thing I did was reading Naruto x Sasuke fanfiction. What a 'good' start, eh? Haha... The second, I went up to the 12th storey to watch the firsworks, something I havn't done in years. It's a fairly good start. However, I am still haunted by my homework. They are begging for me to finish them and I am begging the teachers to spare me of them hehe... The first drink I drank was sparkling juice and the first thing I ate is twisties. Haha. The last song of 2007 I heard was What I've done by Linkin Park. And The first of 2008 is It ends tonight by the All-American Rejects.

My New year resolution:

1. Score well for my O-level
2. Get into Singapore Polytechnic Next year.
3. Cut some weight, already did.
4. Learn to play more songs on the piano.
5. Hopefully complete my comic. :P

Seeya. :P

-Goodbye 2007-

2007-12-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

When darkness turns to light, 2007 ends tonight, it ends tonight! Sound familiar? It's taken and edited from It ends tonight by The All-American rejects. It's a nice song... Countdown will start soon... :P Last post of the year!!! Best month of the year as well! Let's sum it up...

This year or rather this month, had been a blast for me... It is filled of first times and record breakers. Most coffee drank in one lifetime all in a week - an average of 5 cups of coffee daily at the week I was at Hokkaido and Shanghai. First visit to Kunokuniya in Japan. Most amount of tomato juice drank in a lifetime. Let me rephrase the sentence, First time I ever drank tomato juice. First visit to a live volcano. Skiing in almost 9 years. Two songs from Naruto heard on the radio in Japan. First time I drew a picture almost every other day. First time I feel so accomplished. I fell in love with orange [the colour]. First time my cousin's room is painted blue. I met a handsome girl that I thought she was a guy, hehe... I had a feeling I met her somewhere before. My Aunt told me she looked like my primary school friend. Lol. First time I have seen foxes up close. First time I improved in my results [that's crap]. The First time I ever read so much Naruto x Sasuke fanficts and doujinshi. First time I ever made so many doujinshi, [if you know my youtube account name]. The First time I came up with so many stories. The First time I ever posted my drawings online. The first time I celebrated Christmas with Sushi platter and raw Fish and Lobster platter. The first time I bought Linkin park's album[and got their poster]. And the first time I had a better liking torwards Sai after reading a funny fanfic.[I hated him but I don't really now...]

So much First times that I cant remember them all. All I want to say is that I loved 2007 and sadly it's going to end soon and 2008 is going to take over. I can finally watch NC16 movies but I CAN'T WATCH ALIEN VS PREDATOR REQUIEM[it's alien vs predator 2 in Singapore]!!!!! ARGH!!!!! THAT's LIKE SO IDOITIC! I WANT TO SNEAK IN AND WATCH! IT's THE MOVIE I HAVE LONG BEEN WAITING FOR!IT's ALL I HAVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT! ARGH!

Here's the song of the year... It ends tonight by The All-american rejects. Enjoy!

Your subtleties they strangle me
I can't explain myself at all
And all the wants, and all the needs
All I don't want to need at all

The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight

A falling star, at least I fall alone
I can't explain what you can't explain
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow

When darkness turns to light
[It Ends Tonight lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight

It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight
Tonight, insight
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

-Choir concert, Christmas and Boxing Day-

2007-12-26T21:42:00.001+08:00

Hello! Happy Boxing Day! Marri Kurisumasu... May Everyone have their White Christmas.... メリークリスマス! Well a belated one. Hehe... Went to the choir concert and it as amazing... Their voices are really superb. Both the GESS and QUEST choir and the two individual solo people.

Drew something fo Christmas and I think it sux... Oh well... Seeya. :P

-Drawings(1)-

2007-12-23T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hello! I know I have been missing-in-action for a long time and haven't updated anything on my trip... Wari na... Heh... Well I will try to update the events in Hokkaido and Shanghai as soon as I can... Here are some drawings I did, recently.

Ernest 'commissioned' me to do this one - Naruto in the fourth tail form.

This is the unshaded one.

This is the shaded one... Look more professional I think.

This is something I drew out of boredom. I drew Naruto, Sasuke and another girl, I named her Mika [my own created character] in a kind of like school form. Sasuke is in the polo club, Naruto in the basketball club and Mika is a cheerleader as well as an figure/ice skating champion. The story behind the picture is that the three of them are best friends are have gone their own ways. The photos belong to Mika. They are put one on top of the other in a section of her photo book, named 'Our Beautiful Memories'.

This one is sort of like a female elf. I drew this in class at the beginning of the year. It's slanted... But no worries, it's as nice as it is straight, I mean... upright.

This is Naruto in his one tailed form. I drew this nearing the competition held by the school library. I didn't win of course... Hehe... Guess I really sux... :P

That's all. I hope you like them... :P Don't steal them! Heh... Seeya again...

-At Japan, Hokkaido-

2007-12-07T18:03:00.000+08:00

Now I am at Hokkaido, Japan... It`s really cold but it doesnt matter... I get to use the computer in such a long time!!!!! Hahahahaha. Really enjoyed my time here! I would be heading towards Shanghai tommorow`s tommorow.. Heh... Finally I bought Naruto Book 33[thought in Japanese]. I couldn`t find it in Singapore. I was really surprise to visit Kinokuniya in Hokkaido. Time`s precious and it is costly also... Seeya back in Singapore!!! :) Ja ne!

-Bowling today-

2007-12-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

Went bowling today with Lihui and my mom. We went to Kim Seng Plaza only to find the bowling alley being taken apart. That's so sad. I think it's the only place that had the bowling ball weigth 6pounds I guess... Well we went Safra to bowl today. It was quite funny, embarassing and I felt I have acheive a personal high score of 100. haiz... that's so low standard compared to the pros. Embarassing, how, I fell down on the alley, wait correction... Super waxed alley. After bowling one ball. If I were to slide abit further, I won't dream about typing my post now. Seriously, that damn thing is slippery and at that point I felt like digging a hole in the floor and hide in there. Very Embarassing... There were pros that were nearby. Well we all enjoy a hearty laugh.... Heheh... Lihui didnt bowl much cause the bowling ball was too heavy... My cousin joined us later and well... We played 6 games in total and yup it was fun.

Oh... Here's the shoes that we wore...

I wanted to show you some of the things I drew randomly...

I came up with something totally random yesterday night... I was reading some fanfiction and it had the phrase, "Blue eyed blonde..." Yup you know me too well... It was a Naruto Fanfic! And suddenly this idea struck me... To draw a Naruto and Yugioh crossover. Immediately the idea of "Blue eyes white dragon" fused with "Naruto hit me real hard. I think I suffer from concussion now. Hehe. The headband, the rasengan and the hair was supposed to be remnants of Naruto and the rest, blue eyes white dragon. I know it's quite ugly. Hehe.

The idea of "Sasuke" fused with "Dark Magician" Also hit me. Well let's just say... I cant draw very well... I personally think it sux. That's Sasuke in the Dark Magician's costume and holding his wand.

I personally like this fusion more... "Mystical Elf" and "Sakura". Sakura's short hair and that headband[although abit hidden] oh and not forgetting her gloves... The round shape thing was actually copied from the card, "Gift of Mystical Elf". It's a bonus cause Sakura can hurl a ball of chakra to heal people well there you have it. :P

I personally like this fusion also... "Lady Pantha" and "Naruto's Sexy no Jutsu form". "Naruto's" facial features and hair in "Lady Pantha's amour, sheild and weapon. So hope you enjoy them...

This is probably the last post before I head on to my trip. So I would like to let you enjoy the song, Distance By Long Shot Party. It's a Naruto Shippuuden Opening OST! Hope you like the song, cause I love it. However I still can't believe that it was sang by a band of 'elderlies'[let's be polite]. :P

Distance by Long Shot Party - Naruto Shippuuden Opening OST

You are my friend, ahhhh ahh
ano hi no yume [The dream of that day]
ima demo mada wasureteinai deshou [I havn't forgotten it yet]
You are my dream, ahhh ahh
hajimatte bakka kimi wa long lost friend [We've just started, my long lost friend] ohhh ohh
ima tabidase yo [Now we go on a jouney]

Every day kono ski mo shinning day [Every day brings a new shinning day]
I wana see you hikari wa soulfire [I wana see you, this liht is my soulfire]
kore de miosame no fun days [Now, we say goodbye to the fun days]
To be the future mezashita toko kokoro no dreamer [To be the future, you need to aim for what's in your heart, dreamer]
I go to the disdance [I go to the distance]
mihatteiru sora wa proof [The sky watches over us, that is proof]
norikomu sukoshi [I try to get on a bit]
kore ga saigo no forever routine [This is my final forever routine]

You are my friend, ahhhh ahh
ano hi no yume [The dream of that day]
ima demo mada wasureteinai deshou [I havn't forgotten it yet]
You are my dream, ahhh ahh
hajimatte bakka kimi wa long lost friend [We've just started, my long lost friend] ohhh ohh
ima tabidase yo [Now we go on a jouney]

Thank you my friend ahhhh ahh
ano hi no koto [for what you did that day]
ima demo mada oboeteru kara [I still remember, that's why]
You are my dream ahhhh ahhh
omoi wo kosso noboranaide [Don't try to hide your feelings] ohhh ohhh
to the distance

-Class Blog-

2007-12-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

I just took a look at 4i class blog. It was cool and it was recently started by our committee members! That includes: Shah, Wanyi, maybe Zaki and many more.

Click Here to Class Blog [4i08]

Yeah I know this is a very very short post... Nothing to blog about though. Hehe... Got to go pack my stuff now and get ready for the trip... Oh yeah I am going bowling with Lihui and my mom again tomorrow. Seeya! :P

-Ginban Kaleidoscope-

2007-12-02T01:46:00.000+08:00

Today I finished watching an anime called Ginban Kaleidoscope. It is short but really nice. It's about ice/figure skating. It's really cool and touching. Go watch it. :P

Here's a little summary:

16-year old Sakurano Tazusa is a Japanese figure ice-skater who considers herself to be worth $10 billion in beauty. While executing her moves in the Women's Figure Skating Grand Prix, she stumbled and landed badly, hence resulting in her loss in the competition. At the same time, in the same city, a Canadian youth by the name of Pete Pumps was performing an air stunt when his plane crashes and he dies. Tazusa starts to hear a strange voices and realises that the Canadian ghost now resides in her body. After futile attempts to get rid of Pete, Tazusa decides to get accustomed to his presence and in the meantime, improve on her techniques in order to get selected for the Olympics.

Here's our main character: Sakurano Tazusa

Here's Peet Pumps.

And here's the ending theme, Energy by Inoue Marina. Hope you enjoy.

Energy by Inoue Marina

Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo
Kimi no sono taiyou wo

Hira hira kaze ni mau
Kareha no sei de itsumo to chigau
Komusaaka kimi to deatta toki ni wa
Tada midori no TONNERU ga tsuzuite ita

Itsumo kayoinareta basho datta no ni
Kyou wa hitori ga sabishiku natta
Kimi ga tonari ni inai dake de
Kotto yuku sekai ni
Kurushiku naru no

Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo
Kimi no sono tsuyosa made zenbu
Sugoku tooku hanarete basho ni ita tte
Tsunagatte iru kara
Yasashii sono koe mo watashi wo mitasu Energy

Kira kira ame sasou yuugure no machi ni
Kasa wo motazu ni dete kita
Issho mune watashi o mite kimi wa ijiwarui ni waratte ita
Mizutamari wo wazato futari de funde ano hun no mitsume
Yakusoku shita ne kimi no daisuki na fuyu ga kitara
Futari no kioku ni kagi wo kakeru to

Ne zutto zutto soba de dakishimetetai yo
Kimi sono yowasa datte zenbu
Donna ni kimi ga tsuyogatte nisete datte tsutawatte kuru kara
Onaji yozora no shita kimi ga naite iru koto

Zutto zutto soba de dakishimeteite yo
Watashi no kumai tami wo nokotta
Tatoe kimi ga watashi wo wasurechattemo zutto matteru kara

Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo
Kimi sono taiyou wo itsudemo
Sugoku tooku hanarete basho ni ita tte
tsunagatte iru kara
yasashii sono koe mo atatakai sono ondo mo
kimi no sono subete ga watashi ugokasu Energy

English [only the anime-cut version]:

Hia hia kaze ni mau kareha no sei de [Beacuse of the dried leaves dancing in the wind,]
Itsumo to chigau kono saka [the hill is different from usual.]
Kimi to deatta toki ni wa [When I first met you,]
Tada midori no tonneru ga tsuzuiteita [there was only a green path ahead.]

Istumo kayoi naretabasho datta no ni [Though we always used to come here,]
Kyou wa hitori ga sabishiku natta [today I'm lonely here by myself.]
Kimi ga tonari ni inai dake de [Just because you're not beside me,]
Koote yuku sejai ni kurushiku naru no [I begin to suffer in this freezing world.]

Motto motto chikaku ni kanjitetai yo [More and more, I want to feel closer to you,]
Kimi no sono tsuyosa made zenbu [and to your strong feelings]
Sugoku tooku hanareta basho ni itatte [Even though you went far away,]
Tsunagatteiru kara [we're still connected.]

Yasashii sono koe wa [That soft voice,]
Watashi wo mitasu enajii [fills me with energy.]

-Quotes-

2007-11-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

Some quotes I came across while surfing the net...

1."Doing the right thing at the wrong time = Mistake.

Doing the wrong thing at the right time = Big mistake.

Doing the wrong thing at the wrong time = Disaster." - Anonymous

2."Ever notice how DYING is at the end of STUDYING..?" - Anonymous

3."I am a vegetarian not because I love animals. I am a vegetarian because I hate plants." - Anonymous

4."Not doing right when you know it is right is a coward's way. There are no weak soldiers under a valiant commander." - 4th Hokage from Naruto

5."A Friendship if Destined is Eternal... Friends that are lost or dreams that have faded. Never forget Them..." - Anonymous

6."War is a series of catastrophes that results in a victory." - Georges Clemenceau

7."Experience is not what happens to a man; it is what a man does with what happens to him." - Aldous Huxley

8."I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry." - Maxine

9."What a splendid head, yet no brain. " - Aesop

10."Justice does not come from the outside. It comes from inner peace." - Barbara Hall

11."It is the unknown we fear when we look upon death and darkness, nothing more." - J.K. Rolling

12."Don't knock the weather. If it didn't change once in a while, nine out of ten people couldn't start a conversation." - Kin Hubbard

13."Curiosity killed the cat, but for a while I was a suspect. " - Steven Wright

14."People become stronger because they have things they cannot forget." - Anonymous

15.Without grief, one would be unable to test the limits of one's strength. - Anonymous

Try using them to impress your friends... But you must understand them yourself.

-Drawings-

2007-11-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

Hello! I wanted to post two of the drawings I did yesterday and on the day Mingxian, kochels, Narveen and I gathered together for discussion of the E-club Camp. Well too bad it's cancelled. I am looking forward to going Hokkaido and Shanghai next coming Tuesday - 4th Dec. So I won't be in Singapore till 11th Dec.I must be sure to bring a few souvenirs for my friends. :P Well here are my drawings.

I know the drawing look weird and yes unprofessional and yes no eyes. I suck at drawing okay... I just draw for fun. And don't you dare steal my drawings, I will kill you! Oh and credits also go to Kishimoto Masashi for creating Naruto and Sasuke!

Here's the other one. Looks better. This I also have to credit Lihui for lending me her comic book. :P Oh and credits also go to Kishimoto Masashi for creating Naruto and Sasuke!

Okay Thanks for your attention. Here's a song for you. Stranger by Hilary Duff.

Stranger by Hilary Duff

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind.
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide.
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
wanna show everyone what our love's about.
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd,
But when no ones around;

There's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in every way,
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed.
Your plan is working so you can just walk away,
Baby your secrets safe.

There's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

Such a long way back, from this place we arrived.
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry..

There's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell whats going on this time,
Theres a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that i once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too..

-Activities of yesterday-

2007-11-27T17:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, kochels and I went for bowling along with my mom. My mom was so pro... Managed to get a few strikes but alot of the bowls went long kang... Haha. Well after that we went to catch the movie 'Enchanted'. It was very funny. I do regret for a small part beacause I saw xiao qiang in the show. Xiao qiang is my nemesis. Haiz... Luckily I didn't have nightmares yesterday. There's this song that I would like to share with you. It's called So close and it's by Jon McLauglin. It's the song for the Royal King and Queen's dance if I am not wrong. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do. :P

So close by Jon Mclauglin

You're in my arms
And all the world is gone
The music playing on
For only two
So close togehter

And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye
And never knew
So close was waiting
Waiting here with you
And now, forever, I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching
That famous happy and
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Now you're beside me
And look how far we've come
So far
We are
So close...

Oh, how could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We're so close to reaching
That famous hapyp end
Almost believing
This one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming
Though we know we are
So close
So close, and still
So far...

Oh and Today's Yong Qing's birthday!!! She a good friend of mine and she like Byakuya from BLEACH. Haha... Here I wish her a Happy Birthday! :P

Also check out this song... It's so fun... Haha! That's How You Know by Amy Adams...

-Death Report-

2007-11-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

Kochels showed me this website, and I took the well you can call it test. This is the result.

148,081 People

Oklahoma City Dating

Which included:

People who died on February

2007 - Alan MacDiarmid, New Zealand chemist
2006 - Princess Hadice Hayriye Ayshe Dürrühsehvar
2003 - John Reading, Mayor of Oakland, California
2003 - Augusto Monterroso, Guatemalan author
2002 - Jack Fairman, British racing driver
2002 - Elisa Bridges, American model
2001 - Anne Morrow Lindbergh, American author and aviator
2001 - Dale Evans, American actress and singer
2000 - Doug Henning, Canadian magician
2000 - Big Pun, Puerto Rican-American rapper
1999 - Bobby Troup, American musician and actor
1999 - José Silva, author of Silva Method and the Silva UltraMind ESP System
1999 - King Hussein of Jordan
1998 - Lawrence Sanders, American author
1996 - Phillip Davidson, US Army general
1994 - Stephen Milligan, British journalist and politician
1994 - Witold Lutosławski, Polish composer
1991 - Sean Anderson,Scottish poet
1991 - Jean-Paul Mousseau, Quebec painter, member of Les Automatistes
1991 - Amos Yarkoni, legendary Israeli soldier
1990 - Jimmy Van Heusen, American songwriter
1986 - Cheikh Anta Diop, Senegalese historian
1985 - Matt Monro, English singer
1980 - Secondo Campini, Italian jet pioneer
1979 - Josef Mengele, Nazi war criminal
1968 - Nick Adams, American actor
1963 - Learco Guerra, Italian cyclist
1962 - Clara Nordström, German writer and translator
1960 - Igor Kurchatov, Russian physicist
1959 - Guitar Slim, American blues guitarist
1944 - Lina Cavalieri, Italian soprano
1942 - Ivan Bilibin, Russian illustrator
1939 - Boris Grigoriev, Russian painter
1938 - Harvey Firestone, American manufacturer
1937 - Elihu Root, American statesman and diplomat, Nobel Prize Laureate
1920 - Aleksandr Vasilevich Kolchak, Russian military commander
1919 - William Halford, American naval officer and Medal of Honor recipient
1897 - Galileo Ferraris, Italian physicist
1878 - Pope Pius IX
1873 - Sheridan Le Fanu, Irish writer
1871 - Heinrich Engelhard Steinweg, piano manufacturer (Steinway & Sons)
1839 - Karl August Nicander, Swedish poet
1837 - King Gustav IV Adolf of Sweden
1823 - Ann Radcliffe, English novelist
1801 - Daniel Chodowiecki, Polish painter
1799 - Qianlong, Emperor of China
1779 - William Boyce, English composer
1736 - Stephen Gray, English astronomer and scientist
1693 - Paul Pellisson, French writer
1690 - William Morice, English royalist statesman
1652 - Gregorio Allegri, Italian composer
1642 - William Bedell, English clergyman
1626 - William V, Duke of Bavaria
1560 - Bartolomeo Bandinelli, Italian sculptor
1317 - Robert, Count of Clermont, French founder of the House of Bourbon
1045 - Emperor Go-Suzaku of Japan
999 - Boleslaus II of Bohemia

One minute of silence for them please... Thank you... So go find out the famous people who are dead the day you were born... May god bless us all... :P

-Cycling at East Coast-

2007-11-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

I was cycling at East Coast with Lihui, my cousin and my aunt today... And it was quite fun regardless the butt-ache and someone ramming into me and my aunt stopping all the time... Lol... All was very fun. We even made it to the jetty and took a picture of a rainbow. It's in the red rectangle...

The rainbow is quite faint.
Speaking of rainbows... In Naruto, rainbows were mentioned during the episodes where Oorochimaru and his oto-shinobis[Sound ninjas] alongside suna-shinobis[Sand Ninjas] attacked konohagakure[Hidden Village of Leaves]. Rainbows were described as a bad omen and signifies a snake in the ancient times. Such a beautiful thing was sign to something bad. What do they call it...? Beautiful Disaster... I think.

Also we captured a quite beautiful sunset...

I bought my new handphone, Samsung SGH-U600 the white one. It's nice and it's only 10.9mm thick. Hehe... Okay enough for today... No song for you guys today... Sorry! :P Byebye and good night... :)

-interesting-

2007-11-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

I want to talk about something 2 days ago... 5th November. That morning or 4th November's night, I was dreaming... The first dream I forgot what it was... But the second... I will never forget.

In dreamland:

I was suddenly sent to another place. I was sitting with my back against a tree. It was blooming with sakura[cherry blossoms]. Across a plain[sort of], I saw two people, Sasuke and Naruto. Sasuke was holding onto a kitten. Naruto saw it and leaned over to have a closer look. He said that the kitten was cute and asked Sasuke how he found it. Sasuke didn't utter a word.

The kitten meow-ed at Naruto and licked his right cheek as it was picked up from Sasuke's hands to Naruto's. Then, the wind picked up and something scared to black kitten. It jumped off Naruto's hands and ran towards my direction. Naruto still looked at the direction the kitten ran while saying, "Ne Sasuke, I think it went to find it's mom..." Sasuke answered, "Kono Usura-tonkachi..." In reponse, Naruto turned his head around and shouted, "Teme, what's you-..." Sasuke leaned towards him and licked his right cheek.

Then I heard my aunt say... "What's the time already! It's 7 am! Hurry up and wake up! Then I woke up. I swore because I am late for physics SPA practical and I missed the exciting part! ARGH!!! And the weather was so nice... For sleeping... Wuahh...

Then after... They didn't come to my dreams... So sad... >.< I hope I dream of them tonight... Why didn't they visit my dreams earlier... haiz... Here's a song for you guys... Lullabye for a stormy night... Enjoy and good night... Come to my dreams Naruto, Sasuke... :P

Lullabye for a Stormy Night by Vienna Teng

little child, be not afraid
though rain pounds harshly against the glass
like an unwanted stranger, there is no danger
I am here tonight

little child, be not afraid
though thunder explodes and lightning flash
illuminates your tear-stained face
I am here tonight

and someday you'll know
that nature is so
the same rain that draws you near me
falls on rivers and land
on forests and sand
makes the beautiful world that you'll see
in the morning

little child, be not afraid
though storm clouds mask your beloved moon
and its candlelight beams, still keep pleasant dreams
I am here tonight

little child, be not afraid
though wind makes creatures of our trees
and their branches to hands, they're not real, understand
and I am here tonight

for you know, once even I was a
little child, and I was afraid
but a gentle someone always came
to dry all my tears, trade sweet sleep for fears
and to give a kiss goodnight

well now I am grown
and these years have shown
that rain's a part of how life goes
but it's dark and it's late
so I'll hold you and wait
'til your frightened eyes do close

and I hope that you'll know...

everything's fine in the morning
the rain'll be gone in the morning
but I'll still be here in the morning

-The awards ceremony of Most _____ Days 2007!-

2007-10-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

In collaboration with Kochels, we had come up with an award ceremony to recognize days that are worth recognition [lol] for the year 2007... Here goes:

Most _____ Days:

For the most humorous day, the winner is no winner yet.

Next, the most tiring day is Friday, 27th July 2007 also known as X-country day!

On with the next, the most interesting day is Sunday, August 26, 2007. [check Kochels' post]

The most crazy day goes to Wednesday, 26th September 2007 when Ivan pulled out his 'weapons'.

The day most people got jacked: Monday, 13th August 2007 [check my post]

And the moment we've all been waiting for!!! The most 'honourable' day of all...

The most unfortunate day...

It is TODAY!!! Tuesday, 30th October 2007.

So this is what happened...

I met Lihui at 11.30am when she and me are supposed to meet at 11.15[she was later too]. Then we boarded the mrt to Tiong Bahru. We walked through basement 1 of Tiong Bahru Plaza still unaware of what's going on outside. When we finally 'hall' of the place, we look outside only to find it was heavily raining... We had no choice. We walked towards the bus-stop and decided we take a bus to Great World City and change to 970 so we won't get wet. The problem was we didn't know 970's route and so that action was cancelled. We also had impulses to take a cab, but it was too expensive. We had our umbrellas and Lihui said the problem was the rain was too heavy to even travel on foot. Then we thought to go and take a bus opposite of Tiong Bahru Plaza to the Tiong Bahru park.

We were in a dilemma. However, we finally followed what we desired: Take a bus opposite and walk to school from TIong Bahru Plaza. Alighting at the bus-stop, the place was flooded. We saw an 'ox-bow lake'[A pathway flooded by rain water], 'natural-made waterfall'[water flowing down 3 flight of stairs] and a 'sandy lake'[the sand-filled playground]. Of course, not forgetting our 'river', the 'longkang'. It was in it's upper/middle course when the rain came, speed: Very fast.

I have only the 'waterfall' picture though.

Then we proceeded to sch and saw Jason, Yuen Chak, Hong Chait on the way. We stupidly step into the large puddle[I should say pool] of accumulated rain water and got our shoes soaking wet. We then put our bags into the library. Guess what. When we came out of the library, going to buy a new pair of slippers at Tiong Bahru, the arena of the sch had no rain falling on it at all. We were stunned. Then, we proceeded downstairs with our umbrellas, hoping the rain will not come again. However, when we walk out of the school, the rain came back again, heavily.

It's like the rain picked on us, had a vengeance on us. lol. Suggesting my username: VeNgEaNcE.oF.rAiN haha... Ok... We reached Tiong and head straight to NTUC and we found Halloween stuff instead of slippers. After walking around fruitfulless, we went back to guardians and bought a pair of black slippers. We went back to School to encounter Sheean, Yong Zhen, Hui Ying and I forgot who.

Then to Chem class[nothing worth mentioning I think], afterwhich we went to eat lunch/dinner. Then it was made sick thanks to Hian Yiaw. It's not worth mentioning also. That's it... Song for you guys... Iris by Goo Goo Dolls, Enjoy.

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You are the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

And that's all... Seeya! :P

This is my tuition centre mom

2007-10-27T22:54:00.000+08:00

This is my tuition centre's mom...

He's Sec 4 this year and he is from Outram Secondary School...

Unfortunately I don't have my school's mom photo. However, you can check out her blog for pictures! Click on Shimin from my links... ^^

-Final Term Examination 2007 Results-

2007-10-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

Basically I got L1R5 - 17 and L1R4 - 13. I got 30+ in level and 15+ in class... So sad... But improve can lerh... Lihui got L1R5 -15 and L1R4 - 12... So good right? Haiz...

This morning I saw a live toad on the road [hmm... It rhymes.]. I think it escaped from a stall selling frog legs. Then this uncle was walking behind me. The toad was in the middle of the road. I think he might have been worried that the toad will get run over by a car, so he nudged it gently with his foot and it jumped over to the right side of the lane. It was bigger than my hand and it can jump really well. Then my cousin and I walked towards the car park and saw three dogs and their owners. Two were bull dogs and one... I don't know the breed. Next A crow stood on the lamp post just when I passed under one. Then advancing to the car park, we saw a dead lizard. Before that, during my sleep, I dreamt of weile or Ms Ho telling me that my level ranking is 81/159... Lol...

All this must be a sign... Of what I have no idea. :P Here's a song for you guys... It's Memories by WIthin Temptation... Enjoy.

Memories By Within Temptation

In this world you tried
not leaving me alone behind.
There's no other way.
I prayed to the gods let him stay.
The memories ease the pain inside,
now I know why...

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Made me promise I'd try
to find my way back in this life.
I hope there is a way
to give me a sign you're ok.
Reminds me again it's worth it all
so I can go on...

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

Together in all these memories
I see your smile...
All the memories I hold dear.
Darling, you know I will love you til the end of time.

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments imagine you here.
All of my memories keep you near.
Your silent whispers, silent tears.

All of my memories....
[silent x3]

-Results-

2007-10-14T14:38:00.000+08:00

I got some of my papers back and I flung my english paper [24/50] but as you can see at my tagboard, my teacher, Mr Wong, said that there is no failure from 3i [my class]... So I am safe of failing. I passed my physics paper by 4 marks [64/120]... Phew... But I think I will fail the overall... Haiz... I got back my chemistry paper [103/120] that's the best so far and I think I can guarantee an A1 [hopefully]... I got back my Geography elective paper [36/50]... Geo is the subject that I have been ultra-consistent with [18/25 for all tests].

I am afraid of taking back my Social Studies paper... I got back my chinese paper too [56/90 if I am not wrong...] I am also afraid to get back my mathematics papers [both Elementary and Additional] as I have made many careless mistakes... Haiz... Monday, there's no school and Tuesday, we are going to Singapore River for an NE trip. I hope it's fun... :P To relieve me of my stress. I feel that I like to take examinations but I fear of taking my results back, don't you feel the same? I can't take my biology paper till Wednesday or Thursday or even Friday but most probably on Wednesday... Heard from my teacher I did well... I am not sure though... Haiz... That's the review of my FYE 2007. Here's a song for you guys... Enjoy :P...

Here's a video made by Nocturnal Tempest Production of the song I wanted to let you hear - How to Save a Life by The Fray:

Url

How to Save a Life by THe Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

This is the Music Video of How to Save a Life by The Fray:

Url

I like the song alot... It reminds me of how life is... And a certain bunch of people that I have let down... So, seeya! Byebye :P

-Naruto: Akatsuki Cartoon Heroes-

2007-10-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

Here's a very hilarious Naruto AMV of Akatsuki [the 'evil' organization]... However, they are so cute-looking... All of them. The leader and Konan [the only female in that organization] failed to appear though... Enjoy ROFL-ing... :P

Naruto: Cartoon Heroes

-The Click Five-

2007-10-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

Here are some other URLs for some nice The Click Five music videos of songs:
Say Goodnight[nice song]
Catch Your Wave
I'm Getting Over You
Empty
Kidnap My Heart
I Think We're Alone Now
All I Need is You
Flipside
When I'm gone
and many more...
The Click Five: The Band behind the Band. This is a documentary on The Click Five after they lost their lead singer and found Kyle Patrick. It comes in 5 websodes.

I would like to dedicate this song to Uzumaki Naruto from the anime Naruto and Takashi Oorimika from my story:
Happy Birthday[nice song]

Happy Birthday by The Click Five

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
And you're twenty one

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
Happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
Happy birthday

So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
It's all too late

Say now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's too late
Happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
Happy birthday

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there

Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
Happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
Happy birthday

And Of course, this song is dedicated to everyone sharing the same birthday as them! Happy Birthday!

-The Click Five-

2007-10-09T22:24:00.001+08:00

Just some The Click Five videos I seen, they are nice songs... And the Jenny music video is very style! Although the frame is abit out of my blogskin's border, it's okay... haha.. :P Enjoy! :)

Jenny

Jenny by The Click Five

She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You leave me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me

Jenny

Just the Girl

Just The Girl by The Click Five

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

And when she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I hope you think it's nice... byebye... I go to my dreamland lerhx... Hopefully I can dream of naruto or the continuation of that weird crossover dream I had of many animes... byebye! :P seeya agin when I get my results! And party! :)

Examinations finally over!!!

2007-10-09T14:48:00.000+08:00

Finally the moment we have all been waiting for is here!

This sounds like a normal advertisement which introduces the Great Singapore Sale and all, yeah, but this isn't!

It's........*sing* Celebration time, come on!

No, it's not Tiger beer advertisement...

It's: EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! WOO!!! Do you hear champagne corks popping? It's like a party in our class just now with music! Well of course it's good to relax a little but... The challenges that lie ahead of our young heroes [exaggeration] are tough and the challengers are feistier than ever!

No... This is not the end sentence of the Pokemon series... It's our life ahead of us... Haha... Well, the O-levels are not over yet and so is life... We got to play hard and work hard... I'm starting to sound like all the teachers... Nevermind.

Okay a little bit about today's paper... Chemistry was ok though... It's physics that is the problem... I didn't have time to check at all! I don't even have time to finish...! OMG! That's all I shan't say further, otherwise I would blah non-stop complaining about my mistake and find more mistake made by myself and then blame myself again. It's all over... Haiz... seeya... after I take my results I will blog about it... Song for today... When you're gone by Avril Lavgine, hope you enjoy. byebye :)

When You’re Gone by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

When You’re Gone lyrics

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

-back from tough exams-

2007-10-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

Phew... Back from tough examinations such as SS, Biology, Physics, A-maths, Chemistry, English, And the toughest paper: E-maths paper 2!!! WAA!!! I had so many careless mistakes that I want to kill myself for! While taking the maths papers, my mind is blank... I can't think straight and I was so careless... When I got the E-maths paper 2, I wanted to tell Yong Qing this again: "yuan lai ru ci, wo yi ti ye bu hui zuo [in chinese]" or " I see. I don't understand, not even one question." She will understand what it means. Other papers were fine I guess, but again... I am very careless... Haiz... Monday there's still chinese paper 2 and bio paper 1 as well as tuesday: chem and phy paper 1... so sad... and happy... so contradicting... well. happy that exams are over. sad that we will be getting our results.

I heard from my friend in queenstown or queensway secondary[i forgot] that they took their maths paper on i forgot what day and the next day, their teacher told them 22 ppl failed. How dramatic and the teacher is god-like... I hope I get good results this year... haiz... My mid-year results sux... Well, byebye... see ya on mon or tues.... or maybe on sun. Here's a song for you after so long of no posts... seeya :)

Still waiting by Sum 41

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation

These eyes
Have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time... too late....

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far
Will we take this
It's not hard to see through the fakeness
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time... too late...

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless, tell me(tell me x2) so

What have we done
with a war that can't be won
This can't be real
Cause I don't know what to feel

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
For this world to BELIEVE!

-Songs-

2007-09-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

When you're gone by Avril Lavigne

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I love this song, though it is kinda sad and decribes a certain someone I know of... I wonder who...? Haha... More songs tomorrow I hope... haha.. byebye :)

-yesterday-

2007-09-26T21:14:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was a blast! Right after recess was chemistry and Ms Mah was late... Then Ivan[a self-centred person who lives in his own world - i didn't say anything nasty!] was checking the class cupboard for his lost chemistry book. Well of course he can't find it... Then, Edwin took his bears form his table[don't know why he put it there also...] and threw it around. Then it reached Karthig and yeah he kicked it around. Ivan gone crazy and rushed to retrieve his bears and kept them in his bag. Meanwhile he took out his scissors and penknife to threaten Karthig.

Karthig effortlessly held his forearms back. Of course Karthig was overpowering Ivan. Then Yuen Chak decided to 'help' Ivan to push Karthig back. Still, Ivan lost. During the process, Hian Yiaw and a few guys 'cheered' and jeered at Ivan. We were like watching a show. After all the commotion, Shah stood up and shouted at them to stop everything and yeah they stopped. Yukai then took out his phone, seemingly filming, however not. Then I think Yong Qing took the video of the whole thing. And because Ivan is very sensitive to phones and cameras, so he got very worked out. He rushed over to Yong Qing and demanded to know if she took the pictures/video/photos. He also demanded that she delete them all at once.

Then he shouted at Yukai the same things as well. Then Ms Mah came at the right time. She came in the class and asked what the commotion is about also for Yong Qing, Yukai, Ivan and Karthig to see her. During the chem lesson, she went to yong qing to ask what happened and also to Yukai. After double periods of chem, Sherly, Li Hui and I went for the preparation of the presentation of our trip to Perth. A few times we ask Mr Derek Tan to let us go back to class and he did. Ms Mah was speaking to Ivan for 1 whole period of english and she spoke to me, Shah, Karthig and Hian Yiaw. I wasn't involved but I did nothing to stop them. I was just an eye-witness.

She said something that may etch in my mind forever: "3i... Each to its own..." Haiz... I was doing Bio WB then. Then doing our preparation, we didn't even have time to practise on stage. We only had time to practise backstage. Well everything went faster then we thought and also it went smoothly for us. Sherly found herself reading too fast, she said Li Hui was mumbling. My joke was quite cold... -_-' haha... well... I lead the school creed and yeah end of story. Go home! I took 851 if I am not wrong. And Li Hui took 16 i think. When I reached home I realized that my cousin actually drove past the school and she couldn't find me so she went home...

So that's the end... I can't remember what interesting things happened in the morning of yesterday... Hmmm... Woah... Such a long post... Got to go revise for exams lerhx... Sianx... Bye bye... See ya probably tomorrow... :)

-About today-

2007-09-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

Today's papers was okay. English Paper 1, I had absolutely nothing to write and I was quite stunned by the question... I chose Q3: "Do people have to be treated unkindly for their own good?" or something similiar. Write a story based on the theme. I have to tell Yong Qing this, "yuan lai ru ci, wo yi ti ye bu hui zuo [in chinese]" or " I see. I don't understand, not even one question." She will understand what it means. Haha. Chinese paper was quite easy... I chose Q1: Formal letter - Write a letter to the Town council manager, complaining that the food centre near your home requires improvements in several areas; and Q4: You and your friend had a little conflict which almost resulted in a fight. Write about your feelings then.

When attempting Q4 of the chinese paper, I felt so sad as I wrote the details. I wrote something related to friendship being broken by money... My composition's opening and ending are quite emotional... I really hope I don't go out of point. After the papers, we went to meet Mr Derek Tan for Perth trip matters. Well, he got jack in several pictures we put in the presentation [we - the whole group]. I got jacked as well... -_-' Then after, we got dismissed. Li Hui's shoe sole came off and she kinda walk like a lame person [she's lame]. I told her to buy slippers at Guardians. We saw Amelia and Weile on the way there. After buying and her changing. We decided to eat at Kopitiam. On the way there, I said, "Later we see XX at Kopitiam." Who knew? I should have touched wood. We really saw them there when we reached there... -_-' haha. Then they left when we were about to finish. I ate the Curry Chicken set from I forgot where, and Li Hui ate chicken noodles. Li Hui was like talking, "... tagboard and I tag as... Cockroach." I was like stunned for a moment. I was starting on my chicken. I realized it was xiao qiang when she stood up. THen I chased xiao qiang away. Man, I saw cockroaches 5 times in that Kopitiam and twice was at the same stall...! Then we laughed and well after which we finished lunch and went home. THe slippers was very matching with the gess uniform indeed... :)

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2007-09-23T20:14:00.000+08:00

I got jacked... Whoever that spammer is is so lame... -_-' ... Tomorrow is the FYE english and chinese paper 1 and I am not prepared. I think I will flung it. Haiz... I got to get at least an A1 for some subjects and I think it's highly impossible. There is just too many chapters to study and too little time. I know, I have no sense of time... So I better go study for tomorrow... Hopefully I will pass english... I barely passed my previous test... *sigh* And tomorrow after the examinations, the perth trip ppl gotta stay back... so sad...

-More songs-

2007-09-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Teenagers by My Chemical Romance

they're gonna clean up your looks
with all the lies in the books
to make a citizen out of you
because they sleep with a gun
and keep an eye on you, son
so they can watch all the things you do

because the drugs never work
they gonna give you a smirk
'cause they got methods
in keepin' you clean
they gonna rip up yo heads
your aspirations to shreds
another cock in the murder machine

they said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
they could care less as long as someone'll bleed
so darken your clothes
or strike a violent pose
maybe they'll leave you alone
but not me!

the boys and girls in the clique
the awful names that they stick
you're never gonna fit in much, kid
but if you're troubled and hurt
what you got under your shirt
will make them pay for the things that they did

they said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
they could care less as long as someone'll bleed
so darken your clothes
or strike a violent pose
maybe they'll leave you alone
but not me!

woahohhh yeah,!

they say all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
they could care less as long as someone'll bleed
so darken your clothes
or strike a violent pose
maybe they'll leave you alone
but not me!

all together now, teenagers scare the living shit out of me
they could care less as long as someone'll bleed
so darken your clothes
or strike a violent pose
maybe they'll leave you alone
but not me!

teenagers scare the living shit out of me
they could care less as long as someone'll bleed
so darken your clothes
or strike a violent pose
maybe they'll leave you alone
but not me!

Over you by Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

-Bleach movie: Memories of Nobody - Ending theme-

2007-09-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

Bleach the movie : Memories of Nobody (Ending theme)

Sen no Yoru wo Koete(千の夜をこえて)by Aqua Timez

---Lyrics---
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da

anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
donna ni negai nozomou ga
kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mon ga takusan aru darou
sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara

sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte
kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo
demo suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da

kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi wo kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne
dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo DOREMI de utatte
fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
atarashiku umarekawaru dare ka wo mamoru you ni to

kita michi to ikisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me shite ita boku
mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatta ano hi no boku wa
mukizu no mama de hito wo aisou to shite itai

sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte
kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni sukitte tsutaeru
sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na kotosa

English[translation]:
I want you to love me, but I don't think you will.
I wander around as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say I love you to the one I love.

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
I want you to love me, but I don't think you will.
I wander as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say I love you to the one I love.
Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say I love you to the one I love.

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.
That's why we can only smile.
Why we sing Do Re Mi among the vivd autumn colours
with winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves
as to protect someone who's just been reborn.

As I looked at the road I'd travelled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest.
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days all alone.
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
I want you to love me, but I don't think you will.
I wander as I repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say I love you to the one I love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say I love you to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

-Bleach movie: Memories of Nobody-

2007-09-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

I just watch and anime movie, Bleach 1st movie: memories of nobody, it was fantastic! The storyline is ok and the song is nice...!

Storyline
From Wikipedia, some edited by me...

In Karakura Town, unidentifiable spirits called "blanks" (vacant souls) begin appearing en masse. While attempting to deal with these strange souls, Kurosaki Ichigo and Kuchiki Rukia meet Senna, a mysterious shinigami who wipes out most of them fairly quickly. Senna is evasive about her squad assignment, so Ichigo is forced to follow her while Rukia tries to find out what's going on.
Meanwhile, in Soul Society, the real world is suddenly reflected in the sky, so Hitsugaya Toushirou and Matsumoto Rangiku are sent to investigate. They meet up with Ichigo in the real world, who has lost track of Senna by this point. They discuss the events at the Urahara Shop, where Kisuke Urahara explains the reason for the strange occurrences. He explains that a soul caught between the two worlds is acting as a conduit, linking them together.

After finding Senna again, the two spent most of the evening together, with Senna being fascinated by just about everything in sight. When they had dinner, Ichigo explained things to her. She didn't know them at all but she decided to help on one condition: Ichigo bringing her on a ride on the Ferris wheel. Ichigo then ask her, "and are you going to ride like this?' Senna then stood up on the chair and Ichigo asked again, "You really like high places, don't you?" She answered, "Well. if you look from a high place, things that were unclear until then will become clear. She turned around. Ichigo spotted the unpaid red ribbon on her hair and dragged her to the shop buying the bill for their dinner as well. When he was paying for it the shopkeeper asked if he was giving it to his girlfriend and did he need any wrapping. He then passed the package to Senna. She asked him about the Ferris wheel deal and when Ichigo declined claiming high school students are not that rich, she scolded him cheapskate. She went to the toilet to tie her hair. In the process of doing so, she thought that Ichigo had good points too. When she got out and looked outside the window, she saw the river that resides in the city. She begins to remember when she died, and decides to visit her grave. There, she is attacked by a mysterious group of people wearing vaguely shinigami-like clothing and sporting odd weaponry. Senna is no match for them, but is rescued by Ichigo, who severs the arm of the one attacking Senna. The group then disappears without a trace.

After Senna helps a kid[a wandering soul] find his father, Senna is eventually revealed to be the Shinenju, and a fair amount of the Gotei 13 shows up to deal with the problem. Ichigo tries to defend Senna, but before either side can act, the mysterious group from before shows up. They identify themselves as the "Dark Ones" and set their sights on Senna once again. The many vacant souls wandering around fuel their abilities, making them almost impossible to stop. Despite Ichigo's efforts, they succeed in escaping with Senna.

In a mountainous area, Senna is attached to a strange device, which is fueled by the same vacant souls as the 'Dark Ones' use. As the device powers up, it begins to form a gate with Senna at its core. Unwilling to give up, Ichigo goes looking around town for her, eventually finding a massive portal sitting on the river. It leads to a strange mountainous region located between Soul Society and the real world. As he enters it, Rukia heads to Soul Society to get reinforcements. Ichigo is left facing the combined might of the Dark Ones, barely able to hold his own.
In Soul Society, Mayuri Kurotsuchi explains to the other captains that the Dark Ones are attempting to break down the barrier between Soul Society and the real world altogether, destroying both worlds. Steps are taken to seal the rift just as Rukia barges into their meeting, begging for help. However, she is turned down by General Yamamoto, and is only able to bring Renji Abarai back with her. At the portal, as Rukia and Renji prepare to enter to help Ichigo, Hitsugaya and Matsumoto appear to offer their help, as well.

Within the other dimension, Ichigo finds himself overpowered by the sheer number of vacant['blank'] souls the Dark Ones have at their command. He is saved by the timely arrival of Zaraki Kenpachi, with Kusajishi Yachiru hanging from his back. Aside from Zaraki, Soifon, Kira Izuru, Kuchiki Byakuya, Iba Tetsuzaemon, Hisagi Shuuhei, Madarame Ikkaku, and Ayasegawa Yumichika have also arrived to help. Along with the four that originally entered the portal, the group makes short work of most of the Dark Ones, leaving Ichigo to battle their leader. Though it takes Ichigo longer, he is victorious, as well.

Back in the real world, all the shinigami exit the portal with Ichigo carrying Senna. Despite having broken the device meant to break down the barrier between the worlds, the process is far enough along that it doesn't go away. As Senna is the initial reason behind it, she chooses to sacrifice herself to seal the portal. She survives doing so, and is taken to her grave by Ichigo so she can pass on properly.

However, I don't think I saw her name there... Rukia then appeared and said that she never existed and that they should not remember her. Ichigo said, "Just a while longer... I think I still hear her voice..."

After the ending theme: Sen no Yoru wo Koete(千の夜をこえて)by Aqua Timez, Ichigo walked pass the site. There was quite a strong wind. The red ribbon that Ichigo gave Senna from before [and lost in the wind when Senna sensed something amiss with the portal] flew near him. He caught it and suddenly he hears Senna's voice, which turn out to be her reincarnated [I think] into a high school student [from her uniform]. Ichigo closed his eyes and smiled as she past him. Then he proceeded his way too.

This is Senna.

Isn't that nice? Haha... I'll post the lyrics and the song: Sen no Yoru wo Koete(千の夜をこえて)by Aqua Timez later today... See ya :)

-Songs-

2007-09-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

All Good Things (Come To An End) by Nelly Furtado

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Collide by Howie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

-5 nations netball cup-

2007-09-08T21:24:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE WON THE 5 NATIONS NETBALL CUP!!!!

Click Here are our players!

*Changes: Already without Tan Hui Yan [recovering from a serious knee injury], Singapore also lost the services of Wendy Tan due injury before the 5 Nations Netball Cup started. Wendy was replaced by newcomer Hong Wei Zhen. There was more drama to follow. Li Ling was struck down by a mysterious illness and was medically cleared to take part in the tournament literally minutes before the Republic's opening match against Canada. The last minute flurry of activities resulted in Yasmin Ho being replaced by Yeo Pei Qin (cover for Li Ling) on the final team sheet for Singapore. It was really unfortunate that someone had to be left out but Yasmin is a talented player and her day will surely come - soon.

Fixtures & Results
03 September

4.30pm - Opening Ceremony
6.00pm - Singapore vs Canada (44 - 33)
8.00pm - Trinidad & Tobago vs Sri Lanka (70 - 28)

04 September

6.00pm - Canada vs Trinidad & Tobago (41 - 49)
8.00pm - Singapore vs Northern Ireland (46 - 39)

05 September
6.00pm - Northern Ireland vs Trinidad & Tobago (37 - 59)
8.00pm - Sri Lanka vs Canada (55 - 46)

06 September

6.00pm - Northern Ireland vs Sri Lanka (50 - 55)
8.00pm - Trinidad & Tobago vs Singapore (40 - 55)

07 September

6.00pm - Canada vs Northern Ireland (34 - 44)
8.00pm - Singapore vs Sri Lanka (60 - 54)

08 September

1.00pm - 3rd & 4th placing [Sri Lanka vs Northern Ireland] (51 - 61)
2.15pm - KidzNet Exhibition Game
2.55pm - Arrival of GOH (Mrs S R Nathan)
3.00pm - 1st & 2nd Placing [Singapore vs Trinidad and Tobago] (I forgot but Singapore won! It's 56 - 32)
4.15pm - Prize Presentation & Grand Draw

Fantastic pictures of the games Click here

Do check Li hui's blog for more details on our trip there... :)

We also tailed the team to Paramount hotel... haha... so fun... LOL :P. Then we went home... And we know a secret that I think only a few people know... haha... :P. And I am not telling! hahaha!

-Today has few interesting things-

2007-08-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

Today, during SS period, a freaking bee-like bug keeps 'bugging' me. I was like dodge here and there... Finally it was flying near the books at my table then I smack it with my SS textbook. Ms Tan was like eyeing me... Scary... I failed her test and she's calling my index so often.
During our breaks[from Geography to TPI], Hian Yiaw caught a live lizard which had dropped into his bag by accident. Then he brought it around the class and some girls screamed and others shunned. Yong Qing and I are like sitting there[we are not afraid of lizards]and shouting, "You very cruel lehx!" Then he brought the lizard and to scare Karthig. Then they run from classroom's back door to front door twice. Hilarious... Then Hian Yiaw took his bag and put the lizard inside. Then zipped it. Karthig then shout "wah lau... Fu*k You Larh!" Then Mun Wai check where's the lizard. The poor lizard is trapped inside his file. Hian Yiaw wanted to capture it again. Then the lizard escaped. It ran from Zaki's table to Jonathan's to Qi Xiang's and jumped off onto Yukai's chair and down to under Mun Wai's table. THe girls were shunning while Hian Yiaw chased after it. He is born a 'catcher'! haha! He caught it effortlessly after quite some time of it struggling. During the jumping from tables, the poor lizard's tail broke off. Hian Yiaw then released it afterwards.

During TPI, Ms Ho was asking us to check our names for the Bronze General service award and Jonathan didn't realize that his name was spelled as Fheng Guo Wei Jonahtan.... It was so hilarious. He thought Ms Ho was talking about other stuff and we pointed out. Ms Ho then say, "Next time, you can call him Jo-nah-tan" Then he embarrassed. Haha... LOL... After that she asked us about the celebrations and stuff and well at 2pm we are finally 'release for school'. But I have my CCA. After that I went home and yeah, now I am here...
Today is less hilarious as yesterday... Haha... :P

-Today is FUN!-

2007-08-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

No yukai for one whole week!!
Waahahahahaha!
The class became quite quiet without him... Actually, I guess I not that happy about him not in class... haiz... I kinda... ... ... okay I should say it... missed him haha... I don't like him. Well, it's just that, you have this guy who keeps disturbing you [singing song, etc...] and for one week this guy is not around you... you will feel lonely and yeah... In the end, miss him... haiz...
Anyway... Today was so FUN!
Reading period was as usual boring... However, today's reading period is exceptionally long... This new teacher came to replace Mr Lim and is so 'uncle-like' well and funny-looking[not that I am any better]... The whole sch kinda LOL-ed.
During SS period, Ms Tan was giving out our test paper and our highest is.....
Yong Qing
Is Yong Qing a he or she?
Ms Tan 'inferred' that Yong Qing is a guy... LOL! Hahaha...! She even pronouce Yong Qing wrongly! She said it aas Yong[chinese pronunciation: third] and Qing[chinese pronunciation: Fourth].Yong Qing got jacked! Funny sia... The whole class LOL-ed! She got 19/20... So damn high larhx, I failed[as usual]...9/20... If only she could give me one more freaking mark! haiz... Impossible... There are two subjects I am bound to fail:Physics and Social Studies...
I got jacked during physics class... Ms Tay was asking a question about calculation then the class unresponsive. I answered lorhx[it's a very simple question]... Then Hian Yiaw say, "Genius." LAME! I got jacked...
Then recess, TAF ended early and yeah I was up in the classroom trying to do my work[in the end uncompleted],then I decided to rub the board. While erasing the marker ink, Simon[Zhi Xiang] threw something at Ivan and missed. Then he go take the missed item. Then Hian Yiaw threw a 10 cent coin at Ivan and... Headshot... LOL! I didn't really laugh haiz... But when you think of it now, you will laugh. Then Ivan took the 10 cent coin and kept it. Then Hian Yiaw kinda 'force' Ivan to give back the coin back. During the process, Hian Yiaw said, "Nice to take the coin?"[sacarstic manner]. Haiz...
Biology period... This time Mun Wai got jacked! We were learning about how to prove translocation of food occur in phloem. Using an aphid. Ms Ho was saying, "You must make the aphid drowsy then you cut the aphid off of it's mouth part." Then Mun Wai say, "antiseptic"... The class LOL-ed again! It's actually "Anesthesia" to make the aphid feel numb or nothing...
Then after is chinese... Nothing much about chinese... Chinese O-level results were out recently... Our school quite good barhx... 98% pass and 30+% got distiction... Our teacher wants 11/27 of us to get distiction but she can only count 6 that she's confident in getting at least A2... So sad... I not in the 6... Of course... My chinese results are bad...
Towards the end of E-maths period, I ask Hian Yiaw, "You want sweet?" *points to Fisherman's Friend wrapper[is it called wrapper?]* Then he answered, "I don't eat fisherman..." Then, the girl sitting beside me[highest for SS test], Yong Qing say, "No one eats fisherman..." Then after 1 sec of silence... Hian Yiaw say, "Wa... LAME larhx..." *show lame sign* At that point it is not funny... But when you retrack back the joke... It is DAMN funny! I was turning my head away and trying not to laugh or maybe I should say, it's too lame that I can't laugh... LOL... Then after that we had A-maths till 3pm. After that, I followed Shah and Li hui to the library... They needed to do the physics online quiz... Then Li hui got jacked, Ms Tay didn't open the quiz for her to redo... haha... SHe got 65/100 and yet she complain so much... I only get 55/100 larhx...[miracle]... Then we were like checking our class blog and shah's blog... Class blog Here , Shah's blog Here And we were like tagging the tagboards... Shah had a post and has a content of "lala" and Li hui was like tagging his blog. Where's Po, Twinkie winkie and tipsy... And we were like LOL-ing in the library...! Funny lorhx! Then someone jacked Li hui on my blog... I think whoever it is, must be near us in the library... Cause the intervals of the tag is damn near... Li hui is just next to me looking at my blog larhx... How can she be the one typing when I am the one using the computer... LOL! So lame... When we were heading home, Li hui and I decided to have a drink before we go and bate Shah a goodbye when we parted. We were talking then half-way... Li hui mentioned, "They are her best friends and they would give her their bre*sts..." Then both of us LOL... She said wrongly, it is blessings and she say too fast and was drinking something it sounded like b*easts... haha... LOL... Then yeah we laughed hilariously and non-stop. We started to say, "Cut! Scene 3 Take 2 Action!" and all the way until, "Scene 3 Take 10 and Action..." It's lame. Well and we went home. And so I am here typing about today!
Conclusion:
-Everything is so fun today and alot of people got jacked! Too bad for Yukai and others who went for the obs[obiang, boring swim] LOL... No larhx... is Outward Bound something I forgot... haha... They missed all the fun and action! :]

-vote for our gess teachers!-

2007-08-12T18:10:00.000+08:00

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For each award, the top 5 teachers' votes show as below:

Most Caring Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Chng Chee Hoon 3
Tay Yian Ling 2
Tan Kok Tze Benedict 1
Ang Ghim Chee 1
Chui Lai Hong 1

Most Inspirational Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Tan Kok Tze Benedict 4
Ho Soei Sum 2
Kung Sion Onn Kevin 1
Foo Lee Lian 1
Chan Hoong Leong 1

Most All-Rounded Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Tan Kok Tze Benedict 2
Kalai Vani Thanapalan 1
Lim Hon Choon Clayton 1
Ng Kian Fatt 1
Mui Chee Yin, Casey 1

Most Humorous Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Tan Kok Tze Benedict 4
Chui Lai Hong 1
Tay Yian Ling 1
Mah Lai Heng 1
You Chang Ying 1

Most Friendly Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Siew Yee Kit 2
Lim Kok Heng Edwin 2
Chng Chee Hoon 1
Ang Ghim Chee 1
Chui Lai Hong 1

Most Organized Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Tay Yian Ling 2
Kalai Vani Thanapalan 1
Tan Kim Yok 1
Chui Lai Hong 1
Tan Qiu-Yu Gladys 1

Best Dressed Teacher Award :
Teacher Votes
Tay Chew Woo 2
Tan Qiu-Yu Gladys 2
Pang Yen Ping 1
Tan Kok Tze Benedict 1
Sarifah Bte Tamsir 1
-updated on 6.12pm, Sunday, August 12, 2007

-fireworks-

2007-08-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Just now at tuition I was doing my class work and chatting with friends in another room. Well, I made a new friend! His name is Nick. He's primary 3. Stephanie, Siew Ying and me were like doing our chinese comprehension in this free room. He was there. At first we were like laming and he just secretly laugh at us. Later he joined us... We had so much fun! We started talking then we heard, 'boom', 'boom', 'boom'... I looked at Steph and she looked back. We say "Fireworks" [her's in english and mine in chinese] at the same time. So coincidencial. We rushed to the window. At first they were like 'where', 'where', then I pointed to the sky near the Juvenile Court. The fireworks were so nice. Stephanie hasn't seen a fireworks in 5 years![not even on television] Quite unbelievable but it's true. Nick, Siew Ying and me saw it yesterday on TV cause yesterday National Day marhx... haha... I found a way to open the window. Then all of them rushed to the opened window, admiring the beautiful fireworks as they danced across the night sky in brilliant shades of purple, orange, red, blue, green, yellow, etc... I wanted to shout, "Hanabi kireii desu!" [The fireworks are pretty!] which reminds me of the ending of Naruto Ondo [a song] that I have been listening to... haha... Today is so fun! So in the end, I didn't complete my class work on time [as usual] so I stayed back till 10.45pm to finish and so as to blog now! haha... See ya again next time! ^^

-mood disorder...-

2007-08-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

I have a friend. His name is Yukai. He developed some symptoms of mood disorder.

Here is some information:
Signs and symptoms of bipolar disorder:
Bipolar disorder differs significantly from clinical depression, although the symptoms for the depressive phase of the illness are similar. People who have bipolar disorder talk about experiencing mood shifts. These swings can be severe, ranging from extreme energy to deep despair. These mood shifts disrupt normal life activities distinguish bipolar mood episodes from ordinary mood changes. The shifts may be mild ranging from sadness to irritability or restlessness.

Symptoms of mania - the "highs" of bipolar disorder

Increased physical and mental activity and energy
Heightened mood, exaggerated optimism and self-confidence
Excessive irritability, aggressive behavior
Decreased need for sleep without experiencing fatigue
Grandiose delusions, inflated sense of self-importance
Racing speech, racing thoughts, flight of ideas
Impulsiveness, poor judgment, distractibility
Reckless behavior
In the most severe cases, delusions and hallucinations

Symptoms of depression - the "lows" of bipolar disorder

Prolonged sadness or unexplained crying spells
Significant changes in appetite and sleep patterns
Irritability, anger, worry, agitation, anxiety
Pessimism, indifference
Loss of energy, persistent lethargy
Feelings of guilt, worthlessness
Inability to concentrate, indecisiveness
Inability to take pleasure in former interests, social withdrawal
Unexplained aches and pains
Recurring thoughts of death or suicide

He has most of the symptoms regarding:
-per minute mood change[mood swing graph is peaked and gradient is steep.]
-venting anger on something or someone
-apologize after scolding someone or something
-being too stressed out until he talks to himself[says he is talking to his partner in class.]
-start breaking sticks to vent anger
-mumbling to himself: using vulgarities to scold something or someone
-laughs suddenly in a test

Suggested sources to his symptoms:
-Piano lessons[taking Master degree I heard]
-In Dragon Scouts, Senior Patrol Leader[alot to do, plan]
-Schoolwork [We are in Triple science and double maths class]
-Test results
-Stress from Teachers
-Homework
-Projects
and so on...

My friend, who is my labortary partner for years to come[actually 1 year and 2 months more i think], is going berserk. One day if you don't see me or my blogs anymore, you roughly know what happened.Chemistry: [pour wrong chemicals], Biology: [use scalple], Physics: [Can't imagine the senario].

However, I believe in him. He won't do that to me. I am sure these symptoms will be erased and he will become the funny and hilarious guy that we used to know he is. I hope for the best. :]

-NDP celebrations!-

2007-08-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

Now it's close to 12pm and i am blogging about wat happened today[8/8/07]... Well this year's NDP celebrations is the most funny and hilarious one ever! Firstly, the guest-of-honour is late. Secondly, our parade commander from NCC[this year's guard-of-honour] screeched while shouting the last command "Stand in attetion[malay]". It's very embarassing, all of the non-uniform group people laughed. I pity those uniform group ones... Have to be so serious. If I were one of them, I would have burst out in laughter... haha... Prize presentation: Yukai-General Service Award[GSA], Silver, Cheryl-GSA,Silver. Yukai was pointing to us asking us to cheer, and we did... CONGRATS! [I got bronze this year...]Then, during the performance, Shah almost screeched... Li hui was saying Shah is going to trip over that mike's wire then I was imagining... haha... The GESS next top model is... *no comments* Kon hunn[duno how to spell his name] won the competition. I think it's by how daring he is to wear 'garbage' on himself. The second placing's costume was beautiful and creative... Haiz so sad...The 'fantastic four' from 5B is *no comments*. Zijie sang two songs: ai ai ai and the other one I forgot... Quite nice barhx... THen A girl solo singing 'wo de ye man wang fei' theme. Sounds odd. Choir sang 'Where I belong' and the other one I forgot... Then all the performers gather together to sing two songs: I forgot the first song... and One people, One nation, One Singapore together as a school. We stood up and the performers were like running torwards us like mad and crazy grabbing our hands wanting to tug us to join them in front. During the songs, the uniform group were swaying to the rhythm, doing the 'kallang wave' and cheering so supportively. We as the school population have to thank everyone of their effort for the whole celebration to be successful. HIP HIP HURRAY!!! Last note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

++[X-country]++

2007-07-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

Woo! X-country today! i promised Li hui to fetch her at 6.45am... and in the end I reached at 7.00am :P haha... Well I am the late Queen... haha... joking... Well when we reached, we saw a whole bunch of gessians swarming into chinese garden. We walked all the way from the mrt station to the arena... in the end when we run... we run all the way back and across the lake and then back to the arena. I started behind the bunch of girls... However i managed to over take some girls... haha... I managed to run 2km non-stop and then afterwards kinda like run - stop - walk... You know... my stamina sux... haha... At the climbing of the bridge nearing the end, I sprinted and well downnslope to gather momentem for climbing... But first step I go-stan (reverse) already... still I 'crawl' up... Then my friends who are st.john, ncc and npcc encourage me along the way... Thanks to all that helped! When going down the 2 storey high bridge, one friend said although roll down will be faster but don't... I laughed then slowly went down. Then I sprinted all the way back to start point... I overtook Aneeshah at last minute... Well, the whole journey was about 3.4km i think... Our class boys only two top 15... Lin Ken - 12th and Yukai - 2nd... then girls havn't announce because going to rain... Anyway... Today good experience for everyone... It's not the award or price that matters, it's the effort put into the process and the process itself that counts... :)

Songs

2007-07-27T15:35:00.000+08:00

Q:Why are my friends only hearing the 30-second previews to the songs I uploaded?
A:Until IMEEM obtain permission from the registered artist or record label to stream a song at full-length to everyone, other users may listen to songs you upload to your profile as 30-second previews. You can always listen to songs you upload at full-length.

So sorry...

Listen To Your Heart by D.H.T

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

"All The Things She Said"

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
(Running through my head)
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
(All the things she said)
This is not enough
Ya Soshla S Uma - Ma!
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
Ya Soshla S Uma - Ma
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said, she said
All the things she said
All the things she said

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
This is not enough
This is not enough
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said
All the things she said.

Far away by Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

I love you
I've loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go

Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparutus

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my... my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

時をかける少女 - Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo – The Girl Who lept Through Time

2007-07-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

ガーネット – Garnet (Hikikatari) by Oku Hanako

Japanese:
Gurando kakete'ku anata no senaka wa
Sora ni ukanda kumo yori mo jiyuu de
NOOTO ni naranda shikakui moji sae
Subete wo terasu hikari ni mieta

Suki to yuu kimochi ga wakaranakute
Nido to wa modoranai kono jikan ga
Sono imi wo atashi ni oshiete kureta

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta to shite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutte'ku

Hajimete futari de hanashita houkago
Dare mo shiranai egao sagashiteita
Tooku de anata no hashaide'ru koe ni
Naze daka mune ga itakunatta no

Kawatte yuku koto wo kowagatte'ta no
Zutto tomodachi no mama ireru ki ga shita
Owatte'ku mono nado nai to omotta

Hateshitenai toki no naka de anata to deaeta koto ga
Nani yori mo atashi wo tsuyoku shite kureta ne
Muchuu de kakeru ashita ni tadoritsuita to shite mo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga yatte kuru

Itsumademo wasurenai to anata ga ittekureta natsu
Toki ga nagare imagoro atashi wa namida ga koborete kita

Anata to sugoshita hibi wo kono mune ni yakitsukeyou
Omoidasanakute mo daijoubu na you ni
Itsuka hoka no dareka wo suki ni natta to shitemo
Anata wa zutto tokubetsu de taisetsu de
Mata kono kisetsu ga megutte'ku

English:
You were runnning on the playground, and your back was
more free than clouds on the sky, and
even square letters on my notebook
seemed to be the light which emblazed everything

I couldn't understand the feeling of love, but
this time which never return
told me the meaning

I'm going to etch the days which I had with you
for no need for visualizing
even though I will love someone
you will be always the special, the importance, and
this season come around again

At the after school hours when we first told in private
I searched your smile which nobody knew
With the voice which you had fun
I didn't know why but my heart ached

I was afraid of changing
I had the feeling which we could be friends
I never thought the end would come

I could meet you in this endless time
that made me strong above all
even though I will reach the tomorrow which runs intently
you will be always the special, the importance, and
this season come around again

The summer when you said you would never forget for all time
Time have passed and I now drop tears

I'm going to etch the days which I had with you
for no need for visualizing
even though I will love someone
you will be always the special, the importance, and
this season come around again

-Done

Perth

2007-06-15T16:28:00.000+08:00

Sorry about not posting for so long... Haha... was busy... Anyway... Perth was great!

Day 1 - on plane
About 4 to 6 hours on the plane... I was sitting beside Sherly and Li Hui is sitting next to her... haha... Jing wen was so far. On the plane was 3 by 3 by 3 seater. Nothing to do there except watch movies and play games. At first I play their games, Pokemon: sliver,gold and yellow... Kirby adventure... Then I was tired... go sleep. Half-way... Awoken by air stewardess to have before breakfast snack. They offered tuberlone [duno how to spell] and sandwich. Luckily I took only the tuberlone, otherwise I cant finish the breakfast like Sherly and Li Hui... I took the egg omelette as breakfast... It was nice...
Day 2
Actually we were to do river studies but a change of plans. We basically travelled the whole day... Well... We visited a school, St Andrews' Junior School. The students there are very friendly... Lots of beautiful girls and handsome boys... haha... We toured around the schools [seniors, juniors and erm... kindergarden? not sure...]. Their classes are smaller than ours, actually > or = to half of ours... Then they taught us how to play their local Auzzie football... My partner and I had lots of fun... Oohh and Lunch was muffins and sandwiches made by the students there... They were so delicious...! Then It was time to go... We gave them our gifts as gratitude... After all that, we toured around perth... and basically till night came... Our hotel was located at the corner which most of us objected mentally... Oh almost forgot... Jing Wen bought a Koala at a souvenir shop and at night she goes "My Koala" -ing till we reach Singapore.
Day 3
We had our breakfast and off we go to the Pinnacles National park! We had a stop at the Yanchep National Park for a Koala and Kangeroo visit. The Koala was very fluffly... And Jing Wen go "So CUte..." haha... The kangeroos hopped away as we approached them... We had to navigate through a 'minefield' to get to the kangeroos and to get back... Pinnacles park was quite far and well I sleep all the way... But first... We went Sandboarding!!!! It was so FUN!!! But climbing up is the tiring part... haiz... I climbed up >10 times... The wind there keep whipping up sand into most peoples' eyes, mouth, nose, ears, hair, etc... haiz... And to think that the sand is 'crunchy and salty'... I had sand in my shoe until NOW!... Then the Pinnacles Park... That place was like a desert[somewhat like the sabaku(desert) surrounding the village of Suna(sand) in Naruto]... Haha... The Pinnacles come in all shape and sizes... The inhabitants-animals are weird looking as well... We learnt so much before heading back to Perth... Same Hotel... Metro Hotel...
Day 4
We had our breakfast and proceed to Frementle... The first place we visited was the Monument Hill Memorial reserve... We took alot of photos... And that is the place I officially become the camera woman... Sec 2 ppl ask me to help them even Sheeann they all also... Haiz... It was Freezing COLD THERE...No heat pack... Hands will 'die'... haha... We went to the Frementle Market which sells exotic stuff... I bought alot of souvenirs! Then We were to conduct a survey of >10 questions on the tourist there... We meet RI and RGS students there... They were there for an Art trip. Then we walk continuously around the place and got our surveys filled up... We went shopping! So tiring... It was time for lunch... THe Fish and Chip was such a big serving that I could hardly finish... But I finished :P. Then We went to the macademia Nuts Plantation to see the machinery works and to buy some of the products themselves. I bought BBQ and honey coated macademia nuts adn a bottle of body oil for my mom... Speaking of moms, I found out that Li Hui's mom knows about no life and LOL... She pronouce LOL like Li Hui... LOL! Haha... We should have a worm Farm Experience at the Hotel but the person supposed to come got sick... LOL... Then bath and sleep...
Day 5
After Breakfast, we transfer to Albany... It was a very long trip approximately 7 hrs... Enroute, we had our little river hands on experience in which most of us frooze... The water is icy cold... The wind itself is cold. That day I estimate it to be 8 degree celsius... Our feet get numb after a few seconds... And to think we have to stay there for a few minutes. But our feet are too numb to even feel the coldness... I even sat on the river bank... So sad... haha... After we change and all, Albany here we come. On the way we watch movies. I think i fell asleep. By the time we reach Albany, it was about 3 to 4pm... After visiting the Gap and the Natural Brigde, it rained... Perth and Albany have brillant sunsets and sunrises... Although it rained in Albany, the sunset is still beautiful. Then, We went to the Wind farm. The majestic-looking Wind mills turned continuously. The blade is = to a wing span of a Boeing 747 plane. Learning more about them and taking more pictures we then went off to our motel.
Day 6
Breakfast and proceed on to the Valley of Giants. We walked the tree top walk... Compared to Malaysia's, their treetop walk seemed more stable... Malaysia's is like leader + wooden plank + safety net... Theirs are Steel made. Then the Ancient Empire walk. Fascinating holes created by Fungi and Fire in the Tingle trees. Proceed on to Mamjimup. Long trip as well. Slept. Went to room bathed and had barbeque for dinner. I had fish, a small part of sausage and a piece of lamb. nice... I bath twice that day. When going to sleep, Li hui and I heard strange noises... but forget it... We still slept... she keep mentioning XX's name... Anyway... lucky for us, our heater is working...
Day 7
Breakfast and we're off to Ngilgi Cave, a.k.a Mammoth Cave. That place was amazing. We crept through a tunnel and woah that place is huge. The stalactics(duno how to spell) were amazing... They glow in different colours, depending on different locations. The cupid's corner: I manage to spot it and well alot of people did. THen off we go out of the cave and towards the Margeret River Chocolate Factory to buy chocolates. Bought alot of stuff... My cup was broken... Saded... Then off we go back to Perth. On the way, we stop at the Busselton jetty which is about 2 km long. We took a group photo as well. Then dinner... Also to the airport. Board the plane and came back to Singapore on Day 8. Home sweet home... :P

Sec 3 ACE camp

2007-05-31T12:48:00.000+08:00

Just came back from ACE camp which ranges from 23rd May to 27th May... These few days I tire myself so much that i fell asleep almost everywhere... eg,on the bus, train, while walking...

Day 1
we travelled by train to Malaysia, Pahang for our camp. It was a nine hour journey. I was sitting with weile. At first the train started moving without aircon on and broke down halfway to woodland immigration point.How Lucky!Then after the problems are fixed, the train move on smoothly... Halfway to Pahang, the train stopped alot at various stations. When we finally fell asleep, the train stopped and all of us duno why all wake up... become hyperactive... all play 'murderer', eat maggi mee etc. then reach Pahang...Then take coach to Tekam plantation resort.
Day 2
we went abseilling...actually i didnt get a chance to abseil down the cliff...to many ppl doing and too slowly done... sigh... waited for one whole day... Gone to waste... sigh... At night, we had team building games... We are to split our class into 2 and do separate set of work like cheer and a poster of an animal representing our team. our team chose an eagle and on it's feathers our names are written.the eagel preach on a medal which stats 3i07 chalets 15,37,38... and below the medal is Soaring to greater heights as a Team... Our cheer is really comical and funny... 3i so sexy we look like woo, 3i so hulky we look like woo! etc...
Day 3
We went for water activities and flying fox... At the flying fox, among ourselves we must each shout something.I shouted Johnathan you suck! because I mistaken him of his imitation of an irritating guy from 3H... I am so sry...haha... Then we had to cross the river via a rope... It was so FUN! I love it...towards the other bank of the river is very muddy and i can hardly pull myself over as the mud is so close to the water surface. A friend of mine got swept away by the river accidentally but se got saved. Later after lunch, we had white water rafting but we must be confident in water if we were to capsize. So we had water confidence test which involves the ability to float, to jump into the rapids and float and to do a capsize drill. At night we did some silly reflection thingy... Our table is represented by Amelia!!!! *CLAPS!*
Day 4
We went to bat cave, canopy walk and rapid shooting... I didnt go in the bat cave because of me getting stuck in there.haha... Canopy walk wasnt that scary but... I kept thinking in my mind how the senerio would be like if the planks and ladder and safety net breaks and I will be 'Hanging by a thread'... Finally the event of the day! Rapid shooting! It was so much fun!we get to 'shoot' the teachers in our boat with water! against the rapid our motored sampan skates through the water. We put our hands against the water, the water would splash the person behind hahaha... We had tons of fun until.. the ppl behind complain the boat is SINKING actually alot of water need to be scooped out... some of these wat is poured on the ppl in front because they starting the water 'fight'... It was so much fun!!! At night, it was time to go... We had the campfire night but...SO LUCKY that it RAINED![I think the rain must have hated us therefore my username...] NO CAMPFIRE and the hall is so small that almost 1/2 of all the pplare to sit separated from other class without food and drinks... It SUCKS! And 3i has to wait for another coach to pick us to the train station while others are there already! [I guess nothing is fair in this world...] A small coach came which can only carry 25 of us and the other 12 have to stay back and wait of another one and risk missing the train... But this time luckily, the train had a delay of 1 hr.that is good news for the 12 boys who made it on time.All of us got safely home after more delays...pratically i slept through the whole journey homewards bound...

Tonight... I am off to another field trip... to Perth! I guess I would tell you more when I come back and for now... Bye and thanks for reading such a long post...It must be tiring and boring is it? Haha...

Results...

2007-05-23T11:02:00.000+08:00

I really sux... In the class i got 22/41 haiz... level position is 42/159... Waaa.... drop by alot... so sad... last year was 7/38 and 37/155... waaa... i so sad... percentage also drop alot...70.1% become 63.7%... thanks to a-maths and the most irritating subject physics!!! I failed my physics by 1.1 mark... waaa! that's the review of my results...

My little poem (DIstant) COPYRIGHTED!

2007-05-20T15:33:00.000+08:00

Days and months past like a train
Leaving behind the rocky terrains.
Maybe because of the heavy rain
or maybe it was what i couldn't retain.

Life's going on without meaning
there was no hope in the beginning.
Everyday I sat there thinking
Was this really never-ending?

Friends by my side encouraging me
to forget all the memories with thee.
How I was feeling inside you couldn't see
What was happening within me?

Everyday I yearned to have a word or two
or even to have a meal with you.
But those new friends that you had
took you away from my grasp.

I tried bringing myself to hate you
but I can't face the awful truth.
That you were my one true friend
my heart is taking its descend.

The lighted world that I used to live in
the trusted friend I used to lean.
Shattered along with my broken heart
like a piece of abstract art.

Dear friend I need you back at my side
to brace me up through the highest of tides.
Couldn't we go back to what we were?
The memories that brought me back to tears.

I tried to redeem what I had done
The incident that weighed a ton.
My heart could no longer take the weight
Could you kindly take it away?

I couldnt believe what I did.
If a friend in need
Is a friend indeed
Would you forgive me just a bit?

I know the past is the past
but letting you go is a hearty task.
I daydream about the times we had
and it's making me becoming mad.

When I heard you faired well in your test
I wished so much to send my congrats.
Even though my results are bad
I will live without regrets.

I couldn't get you out of my mind
maybe the memories got me hypnotized.
I kept thinking about fantasies
Will our friendship become reality?

Usually together we came to school
And I thought that all was cool.
But it didn't last, the friendship between two
How I wish to not known you.

Maybe all my friends were right
I shouldn't feel too uptight.
Foolish thoughts related to dying
Could you hear my heart crying?

We head opposite directions now,
but we will meet as the Earth is round.
Memories of you will never fade
Cause there's nothing more that needs to be said.

Done by: Teo Yuan Lin
Inspiration: Leong Li Wei (Li Hui)
Copyright from 2007 onwards. All rights reserved.

Examinations

2007-05-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

Good grief... Examintation over sia... I only got 2 freaking A2s no A1 and all the other B3, B4, C5, C6... T.T... I sux in my class... I think i will be the bottom half of the class... So sad...
But at least i got my internet explorer fixed... Finally i get to blog... Well. I might blog on my story... haha... Cya guys soon...

First timer...

2007-04-16T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm a first timer in blogging and i hope i do a good job... Today we had a-maths test and it was quite easy!

Woo! Maybe next time i update(a long time later), i could put in more stuff? Well who noes?

Animes i like:
-Naruto
-Bleach
-Claymore
-Eremental Gerad
-Shakugan no shana
-One piece
And many more!

Stay tune next time! PC shutting down......

~Naruto~

2006-04-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

Name: Takashi Oorimika

Age: 23(after Naruto came back from Jiraiya's training) Meaning you are 20 during the Chuunin selection exams [Naruto's]

Height: 173.4cm

Blood type: O

Birthday: 10 October(same as Naruto)

From: Fire Country, Hidden village of Leaf(Konoha)

Clan: Takashi

Advanced bloodline: Yukikaze, Something that slows time down for the opponent.

Weapons: Favourite fan, everything an ANBU or ninja would use, Sharingan eyes(activated in later part of the story), Yukikaze...

Percentage of usage: Favourite fan-10%, Everything an ANBU or ninja would use-70%, Yukikaze-5%, Sharingan-5% [after it was planted in your eyes...Although tried... Key to something...]

Status: ANBU of Konoha, Elite Ninja

Friends of: Kakashi, Iruka, Obito[believed to be dead], Rin[dead], Gai, Anko, Sohta Maya(ANBU cell-mate), Sohta Yashashi(ANBU cell-mate),Itachi[actually fiancee]

Sensei to: Shitsuma Hoyou, Shizuka Kurai,Suguri Yumie...(Kurai is a boy...)

A little background:

You were the child in which the Dragon-Kyuubi was sealed in. The seal was invisible unless the Dragon-Kyuubi is 'summoned'. Thanks to your unnatural hair and eye colour, purple. People often thought that the Dragon-Kyuubi would one day take over you and kill them. They simply shunned you away from them and their child.

Your mom had brownish-orangey hair and crystalline blue eyes, your dad had raven black hair and eyes, your little sister had bluish hair and eyes. Nobody shunned your sister away; they thought that you were the cause to her blue hair. Every time you walk on the streets, people stare at you, point fingers as if you were a criminal.

Your mom was the only person who was kind to you before you turn 7.Your dad was strict and cruel with your standards while caring and kind to your sister. You inherited from your father the art of Yuikikaze. Your sister didn't. She was still at academy at the age of 6 while you were a Chunin. Your father scolded you while he praises your sister. In other words he's being biased.

The day you turn 7 was definitely the day you wish to forget. The day your whole family died. Basically after that your life was topsy-turvy after Itachi killed the whole of his clan. You are two years older than him.

Will tell you more in later stages...