..A World of Nonsense..

Not much happened though... This few weeks have been test, test, and more test... I remember it was funny during english lesson... Yesterday, Mr Siew was going through the comprehension passage we did on mon. We were going through one question and Mr Siew wrote something that is wrong and Aneesah corrected him. Yukai was like "Aneesah, you're so anal." or something like that. - Our teacher admitted himself he's extra, extremely particular about our grammar and all so he described himself as 'anal retentive' - So Mr Siew stopped and stared [haha]. Then he said, "I can show you how anal you could be. I will need a lot of letax... LOL... The whole class burst into laughter and Yukai is once again speechless... Haha.

And today, Yukai is 'jacked' by Mr Siew again. Yukai suggested a lot of answers which Mr Siew said, "Most of the words that come out of your mouth always sounds so wrong..." The class laughed. When we we discussing the answer to one question that I forgot what, Yukai suggested 'urges'. I was like, "Oh my god... Urges?" I didn't realize it was loud so Mr Siew heard it and he was like, "Another fair example of terms sounding wrong..." He laughed and poor Yukai was 'jacked'.

I had 5 tests - English and Chinese [Mon], Biology [Tues], Chemistry [Wed], Physics[Thurs] - and one english oral exam [Mon] this week. Luckily there isn't anymore tomorrow. Next Week I have tests on Elementary Mathematics [Wed], Additional Mathematics [Thurs], Social Studies [Thurs], Chemistry [Wed]. Sianx. Okay... I got to go now... I like someone that no one knows yet... It's not zx... Haha... Lihui is so interested. Lol... Seeya... :P

I talked to J for quite a while and discovered the other side of him[I feel sad].

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 8:17 PM

Hi ppl! Happy Valentines' Day! I have been missing... Lol... Just wanted to share this song... Sorry by Buckcherry... It's a really nice song... Hope you enjoy it as much as me...

Sorry by Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

Happy Valentines' Day! See ya real soon! :P

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 10:47 PM

Hi ya! I know I have disappeared for almost three days and I spent the entire of 8th and 9th of February playing majhong with my cousin, mom and grandma. I lost quite alot. I dun want to specify... Haha...

7th Feb:
I woke up at around 11+am and was visited by my uncle, aunt and cousin. My cousin grew taller and his voice is deeper. It's really shocking to me cause I only see him once per year. Him being in River Valley - 'through train', no taking of O level - already make me feel so stupid. -_-' My elders like to compare. Haiz... Then I received ang bao! So happy... Then I went up to my grandma's house and which my - another - aunt and uncle happy new year. Saw one of my other cousin and the younger one, well I didn't get to see him.

Then We came home and slept for a while before heading out to Suntec where my cousin, mom and I meet Steph for movies. We watch CJ7 - just in time, wasn't late - at 7.30 and Ah long pte ltd at 9.30. Both were funny and CJ7 is so touching... Haiz... Ah long pte ltd as expected contained alot of dialects and it resembles My Wife is a Gangster 2 too much. But nonetheless it's funny, entertaining and lots of enjoyable 'dirty' jokes. I LOL at lot in both movies. We fetched Steph home after that and drove home.

8th Feb & 9th Feb:
Spent the whole day playing majhong... Oh ya... On 8th Feb I celebrated my birthday with the cake my mom bought on 4th or 5th Feb. Belated but it's better late then never... Haha. Then on 9th Feb, I finally opened the Alien model Lihui bought me. I will post some pictures soon...

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 12:03 AM

Here's a Naruto x Sasuke fanfiction by me! This is dedicated to Xunhao and me and all others sharing the same birthday...! His birthday's on 6th Feb and mine 7th feb! Woot. Happy birthday!

This is a songfic named after What hurts the most by Rascal Flatts. Enjoy.

What hurts the most

A well-built figure glanced out of his window.

The rain was beating against it with a particular melody. He was always forced to ponder why the weather matched his every emotion at the right time. When he’s cheerful and glee, the weather would be bright and sunny. When he’s gloomy and depressed, it always rained. This time, heavily… But it didn’t matter, nothing ever did… For now.

His work at that very moment was thrown out of his mind. And all he could think of is someone… Someone that made his heart melt.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me

He flashed back on his genin days with his precious ones. And he thought, ‘Everyone has changed…’ True: Sakura and Ino snapped out of their Sasuke craze; Shino, Neji, Hinata and all other quiet ones have began speaking up; Shikamaru is more hardworking than he was 3 years ago; Lee is more ‘youthful’; Tenten became more womanly; Kiba became more reliable; Not forgetting himself… He thought that he had changed more than others, if not the most. He had grown more mature, less obnoxious and more silent. He felt that he had been bottling up his feelings, emotions, and on the surface, becoming more expressionless… More and more like a robot controlled by a remote waiting for the batteries to run out. Waiting for his life to slowly fade away…

A lone tear tumbled down his whiskered cheek. Soon under the tender moonlight others followed… Painstakingly slow, they chipped off his carefree character drop by drop. All he wished to do was to let the well-kept tears out once in a while.

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even if it had been two and a half years going on without him, it took a death toll on his heart. Every time just the thought of him drove the blonde crazy, just the thought of bringing his best friend back brought the blonde to tears. It’s not just upsetting. It’s depressing, distressing, disturbing. And every single day of those two and a half years, that makes more than 912 days just pretending with that goofy smile that everything was alright. That’s right… Everything was alright…

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

That feeling of a hand gripping onto your heart and when it is hurting can never be erased from Naruto’s mind. It hurts, it aches, it could not be comprehended. The recent encounter raised his level of awareness that the unknown source of this feeling was him.

What hurts the most
Was being so close

His azure eyes could only stare at the slim body-outline of his best pal. He opened his mouth but some many words were still stuck within his throat. He could say nothing at all… Nothing but his name. A flashback flooded into his mind. The flashback in which he lied on the ground and watch him walk away helplessly.

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

When Sasuke first greeted him in that ‘reunion’, he wasn’t sure what to do. He wasn’t sure what to say. He wasn’t sure what he was feeling. That feeling of warmth, the sense of longing surfaced. What was it..?

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

While being on his training leave with Jiraiya, Naruto had explored most of the world. And anywhere he went the pain of losing him is so great that it was suffocating. Still he endured through everything, he reassured himself that he would bring the stoic boy back.

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It

Everyday in the past he was seen with his trademark smile. Now he knew he would never be truly happy if he couldn’t fulfill his goal for the moment. He knew that he couldn’t even be able to force a smile in front of all his friends, let alone when he’s by himself.

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder

Rising from his table, he dragged himself to his closet to get his orange and black jumpsuit. He zipped up his jumpsuit and stared at himself in the mirror. He wanted so much to just smash the mirror, screw this already screwed-up life… The life that is full of regrets. If only he knew... If only…

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over

That ‘reunion’ was filled with emotions and silence. Unspoken words that got caught in between the stages of forming and being formed. He would give anything to just deliver them to him. Just to let him know.

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Sometimes Naruto thinks that his depth perception might have gone haywire. The wound inflicted in his heart by none other than yours truly Sasuke is so deep that he was becoming numb. Being so close, skin in contact, yet he couldn’t say one screwed-up word. He hated himself for being so weak. So weak as to once again let Sasuke’s silhouette disappeared into the thin horizon.

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

He would never know that he had loved him more than a friend, a brother… He would never see how that loving him was so painstaking and what that he was trying to do.

And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

His thumb wiped across Sasuke’s face in his team 7 photo. The heart clenching feeling started to bubble up in his chest. His tanned hand moved ever so quickly gripping onto the fabric of his jumpsuit right above his heart. It hurts too much.

What hurts the most
Is being so close

The dried up tears on his face were moistened by new ones. Every moment of just thinking about how he end up letting the other slip from his grasp, he falls on his knees as if he were so emotionally weak girl. Every minute of just thinking about how he was unable to convey all his pent-up thoughts and bottled-up emotions to the other, more tears gushed out of his eyes.

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been

He hated it with passion. Naruto hated the way the ‘love’ he was developing for Sasuke with fiery passion. And he hated the person with blistering enthusiasm. However, he could never be able to help himself. He was falling helplessly in love…

And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

He knew that not seeing that loving him was what he was trying to do would be the most idiotic thing that happened to him.

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Hope you like it! Seeya. :P

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 11:51 PM

The annual [not anal] Chinese New Year Celebrations that our school put up keeps getting better and I think this year's is the most memorable one! :D

First up: Xumin -my 'grandmother' - and Shimin -'my 1st mommy'[2nd is daryl]- dressed in beautiful cheong sum aka 旗袍. Damn sexy I must add.

Second up: A coach and Mr Wong -My Sec 3 english teacher- dressed up as the god of fortune walking around throwing 'gold coins' -chocolate- at us... I got hit several times. Haha. I got three coins. I gave one to Sherly, Mdm Tand and Ms Tay.

Third up: International dance item. I had no idea what they are dancing. Seriously I think the seniors that left last year rock but now... Forget it.

Fourth up: Vivian and YongHeng aka Issac with the song 遇见 by 孙燕姿 -Stefanie Sun-. YongHeng's playing the piano...

Fifth up: Indian + Malay dance item. They were looking at each other while dancing. Their seniors were great... It's a pity.

Sixth up: The mouses take the stage, erm arena, as they squeeked their various CNY greetings! Zaki looked so cute dressed as a mouse and sadly I do not have a photo. ARGH! There were several cute mouses too!!!

Seventh up: A singing + Hip-hop sing and dance item put up by 4g boys and one 4f guy. Okay it's more like a one-man show as in one guy from 4g has the most performance. Not really very cool but... It's fresh.

Eighth up: Mrs Iong and her 'lovely' Question-and-answer + talk show! It was just to drag time... From what I feel.

Ninth up: The Chior with the songs: London Bridge -the editted and more modern version, not the old one- Gong xi Gong xi and another song which I forgot... Yukai was joking about Weile being 'high' everyday even in the performance she wore a wide smile. He said that he suspected her of smoking marijuana everyday. LOL.

Performance ended and I went around shaking everyone's hand wishing them happy new year. Then I went to my old school, Zhangde primary school with Lihui staying outside. While waiting for my teacher Ms Ng, I played the piano at the entrance. That is one piano that is properly tuned not like my present school now. I wished her a Happy CNY and exchanged madarin oranges. I got a Hong bao from her which contained two chocolate gold coins. Better than nothing.

Sadly I left after a short while finding that not many -I only saw Darin going, I think Wanlin went too. Zhaoyong was late so he didnt get to see Ms Ng. Because it's not opened yet we kinda ghost around the shopping mall. Mostly around Comics connection. We saw Wanlin and Yingying. Wanlin was buying present for me and Yingying helped. She got so frustrated about the present cause she duno what to choose. She got me a file and a keychain, both Naruto related! Later we saw Panhua and Huying. Panhua gave me a Naruto[ramen face] ring watch and said as if it was a proposal when she pass the present to me. I am so happy!! After which I went to 别俯 -Japanese resturant at Tiong Bahru- with Lihui and I spent almost 30 bucks there. Well... As a treat for myself!

Tomorrow is my birthday and today is my '大哥' , Xunhao's birthday! Happy Birthday Xunhao!

I would like to dedicate a song to my 'bro' and myself! It's Happy Birthday by the Click Five! WOO!

Happy Birthday by the Click Five

Hey you, I know I'm in the wrong
time flies when you're having fun

you wake up another year is gone you're 21
I guess you wanna know
why I'm on the phone
its been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
I know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah i know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

so hard when you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
I'm so to blame

so now you know
don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way to late
but happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
I know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

It's not that I don't care
you know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there

yeah yeah woah woah
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

yeah yeah woah woah
I know you hate me
yeah yeah woah woah
well I miss you too
yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
but happy birthday

to you.

Btw it's my sweet 16! And it's the most memorable birthday ever... Thanks guys... Seeya.. :P

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 7:35 PM

I realize after taking this test [Click on the "Are you homophobic?" to be directed to the page]

This is my result...

You Are 29% Homophobic

You don't want to be homophobic, and you're usually not.
You have a few stereotypes about gay people - and they'll eventually be broken.

Are You Homophobic?

It's pretty interesting... I mean I don't hold any hatred towards gays or lesbians... It's just that I feel a little disgusted by the action of lesbians s*x. Sry... I don't mean to hurt anyone... But otherwise I feel fine working with any gay ppl... I am friend to a lesb... Or if she doesn't hate me now... Sigh...

Seeya... :P

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 9:21 PM

Hi! Today Lihui, Boon Hau, Esther, Ernest, Ming Xian, Robin, Eng Hou and Cherissa celebrated my birthday for me! Although it is 3 days early... It was fun... Luckily I never get owned like someone... Haha. LOL. I love my friends! Lihui gave me an Alien figurine which she keep wanting to play with... I love it! It's the best present so far! I have to admit she know me well haha...

I am listenning to Happy Birthday by the Click Five on 98.7fm now. So conincidencial. Kailin and Chuan Chye thought my birthday was today... So misuderstanding... Haiz... But it's better early/late than never! I'm going back to my old school on 6th Feb! Just before my birthday! Yup... My birthday is on 7th February and it's my sweet sixteen! A memorable one... Thanks you all for making it unforgetable... Love you guys..

Here's a song for you! Piece of Me by Britney Spears. I know you guys want a piece of me... Lol... Haha kidding... :P

Piece of me by Britney Spears

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! This just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc
End up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for strippin' on the streets’
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
No wonder there's panic in the industry
I mean, please, do you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(you want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece piece of me…

You want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

You want a piece of me
You want a piece of me

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 8:03 PM

Yesterday was a bad day... To start with, I totally have no idea that there was emaths test and never sttudied or did a singular question from my textbook or listen to class... I wonder what have I been doing... Nevermind that... I think the test I may flung it.

Next - considered as good thing - Ms Mah cracked a joke which most of us got it but the person who got 'owned' didn't. That was Yukai. Yukai asked something like "There is chemistry test on Monday...?" and Ms Mah was like "Where were you? WIth Alice?" The whole class - well almost - burst out in laughter. Yukai was still blur. Ms Mah repeated but Yukai remain blur until she said, "In wonderland... With Alice in wonderland." Ms Mah is the most fun chemistry teacher ever!!! WE LOVE HER!!! :)

Next, Class decoration was a disaster... No idea if we are going to win...

Then comes E-club which totally sux. We had trouble-makers and had to get Mr Goh to settle the problems. Haiz... Next comes tuition... I manage to finish tuition work earlier than usual... An accomplishment... Haha. Well a bad day, a not bad ending... Gotto go to sleep now... Seeya! :P

Oh and I heard some jokes from Muttons from 98.7fm:

"What's the difference between girlfriend and wife - 45 pounds
What's the difference between boyfriend and husband - 45 minutes"

Editted version of one of the jokes:

"You better go wash your clothes. You and I have to take turns to wash them. Today is your turn!! Hurry up! Now pick up those clothes on the floor and wash them otherwise no clothes to wear!" Naruto shouted quite 'wife-ly'.

This is what Sasuke heard:

"Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh. You and I have to take turns Bleh Bleh Bleh. Today is your turn!! Hurry up! Now Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh Bleh on the floor and Bleh Bleh Bleh no clothes Bleh Bleh!"

Horny isn't it? Haha...

Listening to Piece of me by Britney Spears now... Nice song. :D

Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at 1:04 AM