I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
I love this song, though it is kinda sad and decribes a certain someone I know of... I wonder who...? Haha... More songs tomorrow I hope... haha.. byebye :) Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
10:08 PM
Yesterday was a blast! Right after recess was chemistry and Ms Mah was late... Then Ivan[a self-centred person who lives in his own world - i didn't say anything nasty!] was checking the class cupboard for his lost chemistry book. Well of course he can't find it... Then, Edwin took his bears form his table[don't know why he put it there also...] and threw it around. Then it reached Karthig and yeah he kicked it around. Ivan gone crazy and rushed to retrieve his bears and kept them in his bag. Meanwhile he took out his scissors and penknife to threaten Karthig.
Karthig effortlessly held his forearms back. Of course Karthig was overpowering Ivan. Then Yuen Chak decided to 'help' Ivan to push Karthig back. Still, Ivan lost. During the process, Hian Yiaw and a few guys 'cheered' and jeered at Ivan. We were like watching a show. After all the commotion, Shah stood up and shouted at them to stop everything and yeah they stopped. Yukai then took out his phone, seemingly filming, however not. Then I think Yong Qing took the video of the whole thing. And because Ivan is very sensitive to phones and cameras, so he got very worked out. He rushed over to Yong Qing and demanded to know if she took the pictures/video/photos. He also demanded that she delete them all at once.
Then he shouted at Yukai the same things as well. Then Ms Mah came at the right time. She came in the class and asked what the commotion is about also for Yong Qing, Yukai, Ivan and Karthig to see her. During the chem lesson, she went to yong qing to ask what happened and also to Yukai. After double periods of chem, Sherly, Li Hui and I went for the preparation of the presentation of our trip to Perth. A few times we ask Mr Derek Tan to let us go back to class and he did. Ms Mah was speaking to Ivan for 1 whole period of english and she spoke to me, Shah, Karthig and Hian Yiaw. I wasn't involved but I did nothing to stop them. I was just an eye-witness.
She said something that may etch in my mind forever: "3i... Each to its own..." Haiz... I was doing Bio WB then. Then doing our preparation, we didn't even have time to practise on stage. We only had time to practise backstage. Well everything went faster then we thought and also it went smoothly for us. Sherly found herself reading too fast, she said Li Hui was mumbling. My joke was quite cold... -_-' haha... well... I lead the school creed and yeah end of story. Go home! I took 851 if I am not wrong. And Li Hui took 16 i think. When I reached home I realized that my cousin actually drove past the school and she couldn't find me so she went home...
So that's the end... I can't remember what interesting things happened in the morning of yesterday... Hmmm... Woah... Such a long post... Got to go revise for exams lerhx... Sianx... Bye bye... See ya probably tomorrow... :) Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
9:14 PM
Monday, September 24, 2007
Today's papers was okay. English Paper 1, I had absolutely nothing to write and I was quite stunned by the question... I chose Q3: "Do people have to be treated unkindly for their own good?" or something similiar. Write a story based on the theme. I have to tell Yong Qing this, "yuan lai ru ci, wo yi ti ye bu hui zuo [in chinese]" or " I see. I don't understand, not even one question." She will understand what it means. Haha. Chinese paper was quite easy... I chose Q1: Formal letter - Write a letter to the Town council manager, complaining that the food centre near your home requires improvements in several areas; and Q4: You and your friend had a little conflict which almost resulted in a fight. Write about your feelings then.
When attempting Q4 of the chinese paper, I felt so sad as I wrote the details. I wrote something related to friendship being broken by money... My composition's opening and ending are quite emotional... I really hope I don't go out of point. After the papers, we went to meet Mr Derek Tan for Perth trip matters. Well, he got jack in several pictures we put in the presentation [we - the whole group]. I got jacked as well... -_-' Then after, we got dismissed. Li Hui's shoe sole came off and she kinda walk like a lame person [she's lame]. I told her to buy slippers at Guardians. We saw Amelia and Weile on the way there. After buying and her changing. We decided to eat at Kopitiam. On the way there, I said, "Later we see XX at Kopitiam." Who knew? I should have touched wood. We really saw them there when we reached there... -_-' haha. Then they left when we were about to finish. I ate the Curry Chicken set from I forgot where, and Li Hui ate chicken noodles. Li Hui was like talking, "... tagboard and I tag as... Cockroach." I was like stunned for a moment. I was starting on my chicken. I realized it was xiao qiang when she stood up. THen I chased xiao qiang away. Man, I saw cockroaches 5 times in that Kopitiam and twice was at the same stall...! Then we laughed and well after which we finished lunch and went home. THe slippers was very matching with the gess uniform indeed... :) Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
8:38 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
I got jacked... Whoever that spammer is is so lame... -_-' ... Tomorrow is the FYE english and chinese paper 1 and I am not prepared. I think I will flung it. Haiz... I got to get at least an A1 for some subjects and I think it's highly impossible. There is just too many chapters to study and too little time. I know, I have no sense of time... So I better go study for tomorrow... Hopefully I will pass english... I barely passed my previous test... *sigh* And tomorrow after the examinations, the perth trip ppl gotta stay back... so sad... Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
8:14 PM
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Teenagers by My Chemical Romance
they're gonna clean up your looks with all the lies in the books to make a citizen out of you because they sleep with a gun and keep an eye on you, son so they can watch all the things you do
because the drugs never work they gonna give you a smirk 'cause they got methods in keepin' you clean they gonna rip up yo heads your aspirations to shreds another cock in the murder machine
they said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me they could care less as long as someone'll bleed so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose maybe they'll leave you alone but not me!
the boys and girls in the clique the awful names that they stick you're never gonna fit in much, kid but if you're troubled and hurt what you got under your shirt will make them pay for the things that they did
they said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me they could care less as long as someone'll bleed so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose maybe they'll leave you alone but not me!
woahohhh yeah,!
they say all teenagers scare the living shit out of me they could care less as long as someone'll bleed so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose maybe they'll leave you alone but not me!
all together now, teenagers scare the living shit out of me they could care less as long as someone'll bleed so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose maybe they'll leave you alone but not me!
teenagers scare the living shit out of me they could care less as long as someone'll bleed so darken your clothes or strike a violent pose maybe they'll leave you alone but not me!
Over you by Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. Well I'm putting my heart back together, 'Cause I got over you. Well I got over you. I got over you. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
11:25 PM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Bleach the movie : Memories of Nobody (Ending theme)
Sen no Yoru wo Koete(千の夜をこえて)by Aqua Timez
---Lyrics--- aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da donna ni negai nozomou ga kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mon ga takusan aru darou sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara
sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da
kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi wo kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo DOREMI de utatte fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi atarashiku umarekawaru dare ka wo mamoru you ni to
kita michi to ikisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me shite ita boku mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatta ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito wo aisou to shite itai
sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru aisaretai demo aisou to shinai sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaeru n da sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni sukitte tsutaeru sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na kotosa
English[translation]: I want you to love me, but I don't think you will. I wander around as I repeat this to myself. It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say I love you to the one I love.
Do you love me or not? I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know! No matter how badly I desire to be with you. There are many unchangeable things in this world, and my love for you can't be stopped by anyone.
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you... I have to let you know. I want you to love me, but I don't think you will. I wander as I repeat this to myself. It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say I love you to the one I love. Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but I'll say I love you to the one I love.
The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words. That's why we can only smile. Why we sing Do Re Mi among the vivd autumn colours with winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves as to protect someone who's just been reborn.
As I looked at the road I'd travelled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice. I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest. I didn't want to know that you didn't love me and live the rest of my days all alone. That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.
As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you... I have to let you know. I want you to love me, but I don't think you will. I wander as I repeat this to myself. It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt. I'll say I love you to the one I love. Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say I love you to the one I love... And that's the most beautiful thing in the world. Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
4:48 PM
I just watch and anime movie, Bleach 1st movie: memories of nobody, it was fantastic! The storyline is ok and the song is nice...!
Storyline From Wikipedia, some edited by me...
In Karakura Town, unidentifiable spirits called "blanks" (vacant souls) begin appearing en masse. While attempting to deal with these strange souls, Kurosaki Ichigo and Kuchiki Rukia meet Senna, a mysterious shinigami who wipes out most of them fairly quickly. Senna is evasive about her squad assignment, so Ichigo is forced to follow her while Rukia tries to find out what's going on. Meanwhile, in Soul Society, the real world is suddenly reflected in the sky, so Hitsugaya Toushirou and Matsumoto Rangiku are sent to investigate. They meet up with Ichigo in the real world, who has lost track of Senna by this point. They discuss the events at the Urahara Shop, where Kisuke Urahara explains the reason for the strange occurrences. He explains that a soul caught between the two worlds is acting as a conduit, linking them together.
After finding Senna again, the two spent most of the evening together, with Senna being fascinated by just about everything in sight. When they had dinner, Ichigo explained things to her. She didn't know them at all but she decided to help on one condition: Ichigo bringing her on a ride on the Ferris wheel. Ichigo then ask her, "and are you going to ride like this?' Senna then stood up on the chair and Ichigo asked again, "You really like high places, don't you?" She answered, "Well. if you look from a high place, things that were unclear until then will become clear. She turned around. Ichigo spotted the unpaid red ribbon on her hair and dragged her to the shop buying the bill for their dinner as well. When he was paying for it the shopkeeper asked if he was giving it to his girlfriend and did he need any wrapping. He then passed the package to Senna. She asked him about the Ferris wheel deal and when Ichigo declined claiming high school students are not that rich, she scolded him cheapskate. She went to the toilet to tie her hair. In the process of doing so, she thought that Ichigo had good points too. When she got out and looked outside the window, she saw the river that resides in the city. She begins to remember when she died, and decides to visit her grave. There, she is attacked by a mysterious group of people wearing vaguely shinigami-like clothing and sporting odd weaponry. Senna is no match for them, but is rescued by Ichigo, who severs the arm of the one attacking Senna. The group then disappears without a trace.
After Senna helps a kid[a wandering soul] find his father, Senna is eventually revealed to be the Shinenju, and a fair amount of the Gotei 13 shows up to deal with the problem. Ichigo tries to defend Senna, but before either side can act, the mysterious group from before shows up. They identify themselves as the "Dark Ones" and set their sights on Senna once again. The many vacant souls wandering around fuel their abilities, making them almost impossible to stop. Despite Ichigo's efforts, they succeed in escaping with Senna.
In a mountainous area, Senna is attached to a strange device, which is fueled by the same vacant souls as the 'Dark Ones' use. As the device powers up, it begins to form a gate with Senna at its core. Unwilling to give up, Ichigo goes looking around town for her, eventually finding a massive portal sitting on the river. It leads to a strange mountainous region located between Soul Society and the real world. As he enters it, Rukia heads to Soul Society to get reinforcements. Ichigo is left facing the combined might of the Dark Ones, barely able to hold his own. In Soul Society, Mayuri Kurotsuchi explains to the other captains that the Dark Ones are attempting to break down the barrier between Soul Society and the real world altogether, destroying both worlds. Steps are taken to seal the rift just as Rukia barges into their meeting, begging for help. However, she is turned down by General Yamamoto, and is only able to bring Renji Abarai back with her. At the portal, as Rukia and Renji prepare to enter to help Ichigo, Hitsugaya and Matsumoto appear to offer their help, as well.
Within the other dimension, Ichigo finds himself overpowered by the sheer number of vacant['blank'] souls the Dark Ones have at their command. He is saved by the timely arrival of Zaraki Kenpachi, with Kusajishi Yachiru hanging from his back. Aside from Zaraki, Soifon, Kira Izuru, Kuchiki Byakuya, Iba Tetsuzaemon, Hisagi Shuuhei, Madarame Ikkaku, and Ayasegawa Yumichika have also arrived to help. Along with the four that originally entered the portal, the group makes short work of most of the Dark Ones, leaving Ichigo to battle their leader. Though it takes Ichigo longer, he is victorious, as well.
Back in the real world, all the shinigami exit the portal with Ichigo carrying Senna. Despite having broken the device meant to break down the barrier between the worlds, the process is far enough along that it doesn't go away. As Senna is the initial reason behind it, she chooses to sacrifice herself to seal the portal. She survives doing so, and is taken to her grave by Ichigo so she can pass on properly.
However, I don't think I saw her name there... Rukia then appeared and said that she never existed and that they should not remember her. Ichigo said, "Just a while longer... I think I still hear her voice..."
After the ending theme: Sen no Yoru wo Koete(千の夜をこえて)by Aqua Timez, Ichigo walked pass the site. There was quite a strong wind. The red ribbon that Ichigo gave Senna from before [and lost in the wind when Senna sensed something amiss with the portal] flew near him. He caught it and suddenly he hears Senna's voice, which turn out to be her reincarnated [I think] into a high school student [from her uniform]. Ichigo closed his eyes and smiled as she past him. Then he proceeded his way too.
This is Senna.
Isn't that nice? Haha... I'll post the lyrics and the song: Sen no Yoru wo Koete(千の夜をこえて)by Aqua Timez later today... See ya :) Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
1:01 AM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
All Good Things (Come To An End) by Nelly Furtado
Honestly what will become of me don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is daily We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming
[Chorus] Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets in and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Die die die die die
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation the dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Collide by Howie Day
The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah
I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide
I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide
Don't stop here I lost my place I'm close behind
Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide
You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
9:16 PM
*Changes: Already without Tan Hui Yan [recovering from a serious knee injury], Singapore also lost the services of Wendy Tan due injury before the 5 Nations Netball Cup started. Wendy was replaced by newcomer Hong Wei Zhen. There was more drama to follow. Li Ling was struck down by a mysterious illness and was medically cleared to take part in the tournament literally minutes before the Republic's opening match against Canada. The last minute flurry of activities resulted in Yasmin Ho being replaced by Yeo Pei Qin (cover for Li Ling) on the final team sheet for Singapore. It was really unfortunate that someone had to be left out but Yasmin is a talented player and her day will surely come - soon.
Fixtures & Results 03 September
4.30pm - Opening Ceremony 6.00pm - Singapore vs Canada (44 - 33) 8.00pm - Trinidad & Tobago vs Sri Lanka (70 - 28)
04 September
6.00pm - Canada vs Trinidad & Tobago (41 - 49) 8.00pm - Singapore vs Northern Ireland (46 - 39)
05 September 6.00pm - Northern Ireland vs Trinidad & Tobago (37 - 59) 8.00pm - Sri Lanka vs Canada (55 - 46)
06 September
6.00pm - Northern Ireland vs Sri Lanka (50 - 55) 8.00pm - Trinidad & Tobago vs Singapore (40 - 55)
07 September
6.00pm - Canada vs Northern Ireland (34 - 44) 8.00pm - Singapore vs Sri Lanka (60 - 54)
08 September
1.00pm - 3rd & 4th placing [Sri Lanka vs Northern Ireland] (51 - 61) 2.15pm - KidzNet Exhibition Game 2.55pm - Arrival of GOH (Mrs S R Nathan) 3.00pm - 1st & 2nd Placing [Singapore vs Trinidad and Tobago] (I forgot but Singapore won! It's 56 - 32) 4.15pm - Prize Presentation & Grand Draw
Do check Li hui's blog for more details on our trip there... :)
We also tailed the team to Paramount hotel... haha... so fun... LOL :P. Then we went home... And we know a secret that I think only a few people know... haha... :P. And I am not telling! hahaha! Yuan Lin made contact with nonsense at
9:24 PM
Boko no wa?
Boko no ai Favourite Yaoi pair: Naruto X Sasuke :) and Takaya Abe X Ren Mihashi
Favourite anime: Naruto and a newly added Ookiku Furikabutte [Big Windup!] :)
Favourite pastime: Drawing, reading fanfictions, watching animes, playing online games, listening music...
Likes: Being Alone[somewhat like Sasuke]...
Boko no niku Three words: Cockroach.
Boko no nozo 1. To see Naruto and Sasuke together in the end. :)
2. To get good results in O levels now A level.
3. To see Mihashi and Abe together in the end too! :P
Notto desu People become stronger because they have things they cannot forget.
Without grief, one would be unable to test the limits of one's strength.
Hello! VeNgEaNcE.oF.rAiN here! Welcome and nice to have you visiting my blog! Hope you enjoy yourself here. :)
A Bit about me:
I spend most of my time doing my favourite past times and, well yes, I have to do my homework and stuff. I type some stories from animes I enjoy watching and maybe I might post it. Be sure to check them out. :P
